Beau.
As the water hits my skin, I feel the relief I didn't know I needed. It is been days since I last felt water on my skin. I didn't know how valuable this moment could ever be until now. The things in life that we take for granted. I have been in the shower for longer than I should. it is so serene, something I didn't even know I needed.
Alanis left me hard and dry, I know he is trying his best to control himself. He doesn't want to make this about sex. Frustratingly, I still can't believe I have been unable to have sex with him for so long. This whole mating process has been one long drag. I am getting tired of it all. I want to do this on my own. I want to mate with him so badly.
I hear the door open, my heart stops for a millisecond because I am scared that It could be someone other than him. I don't need an ambush right now. I am still not strong enough. What if Cassius found me?
