Alanis.
He parks his car in the parking lot and I suddenly get more nervous. I agreed to this—no I gave him the idea. I craved this desperately and I have never been surer about anything in my life. At this moment though all the nerves have kicked in and uncertainty crawls out like a thief in the night.
Is this the best idea?
I ask myself.
"Should I go book the room?" he can sense my hesitancy. I am just scared that he'd realise that this is a mistake and regret it. I don't want regrets with him. "Okay." I let him go cause my legs are still quivering from the kiss. He smiles and leans forward; his lips meet mine for just a second. The kiss is quick, I almost want to grab him to get more. He winks and runs out of the car. I watch him as he disappears into the building and my heart races in my chest.