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Chapter 4 - Chapter Four pt. 1

I look at my window as his car pulls away. I forgot what happiness had felt like until today. I go over to my desk and grab my dairy that Dad gave me to write my feelings in. He said it might make me feel better. Well I refused to write in it for the longest time, but I had a thought that maybe if I called it Sadie, then I might feel like I'm talking to her. I open it and grab my pen.

π·π‘’π‘Žπ‘Ÿ π‘†π‘Žπ‘‘π‘–π‘’,

π‘‡π‘œπ‘‘π‘Žπ‘¦ 𝐼 π‘šπ‘’π‘‘ π‘Ž π‘π‘œπ‘¦. 𝐼 π‘€π‘Žπ‘  π‘œπ‘› π‘‘β„Žπ‘’ π‘Ÿπ‘œπ‘œπ‘“ π‘‘π‘œπ‘ π‘œπ‘“ π‘šπ‘¦ 𝑛𝑒𝑀 π‘ π‘β„Žπ‘œπ‘œπ‘™ π‘’π‘›π‘—π‘œπ‘¦π‘–π‘›π‘” π‘‘β„Žπ‘’ 𝑣𝑖𝑒𝑀, π‘Žπ‘›π‘‘ β„Žπ‘’ π‘˜π‘–π‘›π‘‘π‘Ž π‘π‘œπ‘π‘π‘’π‘‘ π‘œπ‘’π‘‘ π‘œπ‘“ π‘›π‘œπ‘€β„Žπ‘’π‘Ÿπ‘’ π‘Žπ‘›π‘‘ π‘ π‘π‘Žπ‘Ÿπ‘’π‘‘ π‘šπ‘’. π‘Šπ‘’ 𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑒𝑑 𝑒𝑝 π‘‘π‘Žπ‘™π‘˜π‘–π‘›π‘” π‘‘β„Žπ‘’ π‘’π‘›π‘‘π‘–π‘Ÿπ‘’ π‘™π‘’π‘›π‘β„Ž π‘π‘Ÿπ‘’π‘Žπ‘˜, π‘Žπ‘›π‘‘ β„Žπ‘’ π‘€π‘Žπ‘  π‘žπ‘’π‘–π‘‘π‘’ 𝑓𝑒𝑛𝑛𝑦. 𝐻𝑒 π‘€π‘Žπ‘™π‘˜π‘’π‘‘ π‘šπ‘’ π‘‘π‘œ π‘œπ‘’π‘Ÿ π‘π‘™π‘Žπ‘ π‘  π‘Žπ‘›π‘‘ 𝑀𝑒 π‘π‘’π‘π‘Žπ‘šπ‘’ π‘π‘Žπ‘Ÿπ‘‘π‘›π‘’π‘Ÿπ‘  π‘œπ‘› π‘Ž π‘π‘Ÿπ‘œπ‘—π‘’π‘π‘‘ π‘‘π‘œπ‘”π‘’π‘‘β„Žπ‘’π‘Ÿ. π‘†π‘œ π‘Žπ‘“π‘‘π‘’π‘Ÿ π‘ π‘β„Žπ‘œπ‘œπ‘™ π‘‘π‘œπ‘‘π‘Žπ‘¦ 𝐼 𝑀𝑒𝑛𝑑 π‘‘π‘œ β„Žπ‘–π‘  β„Žπ‘œπ‘’π‘ π‘’ π‘‘π‘œ π‘€π‘œπ‘Ÿπ‘˜ π‘œπ‘› π‘‘β„Žπ‘’ π‘π‘Ÿπ‘œπ‘—π‘’π‘π‘‘. 𝐴𝑛𝑑 𝑀𝑒𝑙𝑙... π‘Šπ‘’ π‘˜π‘–π‘ π‘ π‘’π‘‘! πΏπ‘œπ‘›π‘” π‘ π‘‘π‘œπ‘Ÿπ‘¦ π‘ β„Žπ‘œπ‘Ÿπ‘‘ 𝑀𝑒 π‘Žπ‘Ÿπ‘’ π‘›π‘œπ‘€ π‘‘π‘Žπ‘‘π‘–π‘›π‘” 𝐼 𝑔𝑒𝑒𝑠𝑠. 𝐼 π‘‘π‘Ÿπ‘’π‘™π‘¦ 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙 β„Žπ‘Žπ‘π‘π‘¦ π‘€π‘–π‘‘β„Ž β„Žπ‘–π‘š. 𝐼 𝑠𝑑𝑖𝑙𝑙 π‘Ÿπ‘’π‘Žπ‘™π‘™π‘¦ π‘€π‘–π‘ β„Ž π‘¦π‘œπ‘’ π‘€π‘’π‘Ÿπ‘’ β„Žπ‘’π‘Ÿπ‘’ π‘‘β„Žπ‘œπ‘’π‘”β„Ž, 𝑏𝑒𝑑 𝐼 𝑔𝑒𝑒𝑠𝑠 π‘Žπ‘™π‘™ π‘šπ‘–π‘Ÿπ‘–π‘π‘™π‘’π‘  π‘π‘Žπ‘›'𝑑 β„Žπ‘Žπ‘π‘π‘’π‘›. π‘Šπ‘’π‘™π‘™ 𝐼'π‘š 𝑔𝑒𝑑𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 π‘π‘Ÿπ‘’π‘‘π‘‘π‘¦ π‘‘π‘–π‘Ÿπ‘’π‘‘ π‘ π‘œ 𝐼'𝑙𝑙 β„Žπ‘’π‘Žπ‘‘ π‘œπ‘“π‘“ π‘‘π‘œ 𝑏𝑒𝑑 π‘›π‘œπ‘€. πΊπ‘œπ‘œπ‘‘π‘›π‘–π‘”β„Žπ‘‘!

πΏπ‘œπ‘£π‘’,

π‘‰π‘–π‘œπ‘™π‘’π‘‘β™‘οΈŽ

I closed my diary and put it back on my desk. I then switched my light off and snuggled in bed. Tomorrow is a new day...and for once I'm excited for it to come.

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