Still holding back sleep, Karin woke up from her sleep. All night Karin looks after Aska who doesn't want to be left alone in his room.
Karin was only able to escape when Aska was fast asleep on the effects of the medicine. Karin left the room and went down to the kitchen.
Today Karin will prepare a special Aska menu with a more complete menu. Because of Aska's condition yesterday, Aska had to get even more food intake. So that Aska's immune system can be stronger.
While singing softly Karin cut several kinds of vegetables, and did not forget to also make Karin special beet juice in the morning.
Almost an hour, Karin was busy in the kitchen. With the final touch, Karin has finished the special dish for Aska, which is neatly arranged on the dining table.
"Miss Karin, he woke up early, and this is what mr. Aska's cooking is all ready. Mr Aska would be happy if he knew that it was miss Karin who cooked." praise aunt Imah.
Karin blushed at aunt Imah's praise.
"Ahhh, aunt Imah made me embarrassed. Oh yes aunt, has Aska been awake aunt?" asked Karin
"Not yet, miss ... Den Aska will definitely be cured, right miss?" asked aunt Imah sadly with his master's very serious illness.
"Just pray aunt, so that Aska can get through his chemotherapy period." Karin replied softly.
"Miss, miss Karin." called mr Damar with a pale face and hurriedly.
Karin and aunt Imah turned together at Pak Damar.
"Bad miss, bad!" said Mr. Damar still panting.
"What's wrong, mr Damar?" Karin asked in surprise.
"That is miss, aunt Karin is looking for the big lady Mommy mr Aska, and there is also mr Aska Sonya's fiancee. They are looking for miss Karin." explained mr Damar timidly.
"Where are they now sir?" asked Karin with a pounding heart.
"I was still on the non-page, maybe now they're inside." Mr. Damar replied again, his heart was not calm.
Taking her breath away, Karin came out of the kitchen to meet Mommy Aska and Sonya.
Karin just entered the main room, Mommy Aska and Sonya were already standing at the door.
Amirah walked towards Karin gracefully, followed by Sonya who was behind her.
Amirah looked at Karin and gave her sweet smile. Sonya looked away to see Amirah smiling sweetly at Karin.
Karin bowed respectfully to Amirah and took Amirah's hand and then kissed the back of Amirah's hand.
In her heart, Amirah added value to Karin's polite and respectful attitude.
Amirah sits on a long chair, and then Sonya sits close to Amirah. Karin sat in front of Amirah with her face down because she was a little embarrassed. Karin had not showered and had just finished cooking, so she must have smelled not much different from the smell of spices.
Amirah looked at Karin with dignity. His smile was still on his lips.
"What's your name daughter?" asked Amirah.
"Karin aunt." Karin replied briefly but respectfully.
"If you can ask, how long has Karin been staying with Aska, her son?"
Karin's lips felt sighed, her voice caught in her throat.
"Almost two months Auntie." Karin replied, getting scared.
"Are you Aska's lover? Does Karin love Aska?" asked Amirah, looking into Karin's eyes looking for honesty there.
"Not Auntie, I'm only Aska's friend. And I don't love Aska either." Karin answered honestly, because for her Aska was not her lover.
"Karin already knows yet, if Aska was engaged to Sonya three months ago? Aunt did not forbid Karin to be friends with Aska, but if possible Auntie advised. It is inappropriate for a good woman without any relationship to want to live with a man. -the engaged man. " explained Mommy Aska, advising Karin.
"Yes Auntie, auntie right." said Karin with a sick heart and became ashamed, because she had obeyed Aska's wishes.
"If Karin considers Aska to be a friend or a friend, it would be good if Karin can keep Aska's good name. Because if the media finds out about this Aska's business will definitely be destroyed, and Karin herself will be embarrassed." said Amirah at length.
Karin was silent, her face looked down without being able to look at Mommy Aska's face, Sonya, who sat quietly beside Amirah, cheered with joy, the plan was successful.
"You understand what aunt said, right Karin?" asked Amirah, staring deeply at Karin. Amirah knew that Karin understood what she meant.
"Karin understands Aunt, Karin will go right now." Karin replied with a hurt heart. Her pride as a woman was torn apart.
Without bringing anything Karin goodbye to Amirah, Karin left with her pride trampled there.
Aunt Imah and mr Damar, who were eavesdropping behind the wall, felt sorry for Karin's injustice.
Mr Damar still remembers clearly when Aska told him to pick up Karin, Karin flatly refused.
Only because Karin was too kind, seeing Aska whose life was not long, Karin was willing to stay with Aska and look after Aska. Aunt Imah shed tears.
She saw Karin's steps further away from Aska's house. Mr Damar and aunt Imah didn't know what to answer if Aska woke up from sleep and looked for Karin.
Aunt Imah returned to the kitchen, and mr Damar returned to the front by the side door.
"Mommy, thank you." Sonya hugged Amirah.
"Mom Sonya will come home first, then this afternoon Sonya will be here again." said Sonya with a victorious smile.
Amirah nodded, and escorted Sonya out the door.
Actually, Amirah's heart was touched by Karin's very polite attitude. Especially when Karin kissed the back of her hand, it showed that Karin was a good woman.
With a little guilt, Amirah went up the stairs, walked to Aska's room. He saw Aska who was still asleep.
Amirah felt there was a difference in Aska. Aska's face looked tired and pale, and Aska's body looked a little thin.
Amirah's heart ached.
"What's the matter with you Aska, are you sick?" asked Amirah to herself.
He rubbed Aska's slightly tapered cheeks. Aska opened his eyes slowly when he felt a rub on his cheek.
"Karin." called Aska with her eyes slightly open.
Amirah's heart sank, why did Aska call Karin's name as if he was calling it with affection.
Amirah patted Aska's cheek softly and gave her son a loving smile.
"This is Mommy dear, not Karin." whispered Amirah.
Aska opened his eyes wide in disbelief at his sight. Aska immediately sat down and got up to get out of bed,
"Where are you going, Aska?" asked Amirah, seeing Aska completely ignored her arrival.
"I want to find Karin Mom. Mommy has met Karin, right?" asked Aska back.
Amirah nodded her head.
Aska rushed out of his room and immediately opened the door to Karin's room. Karin wasn't there.
With a little running Aska down the stairs to the kitchen, he saw on the table many food menus that were already available.
Is Karin cooking? "Aska thought.
"Aunt Imah, is this all Karin cooking?" asked Aska, looking at all the food and drink on the table.
"Yes, sir, early in the morning miss Karin is up and cooking all this for mr Aska."
"Where's Karin now, aunt? Why is she not in her room?"
Aunt Imah was still unable to answer.
Aska runs to the bathroom, sticks her face in, there's no Karin there either.
Aska ran all over the room, to the side of the house, to the back garden, there was no Karin.
Tiredness had enveloped Aska's body, cold sweat had dripped from his forehead.
Amirah who followed Aska from behind felt something.
"Did Aska fall in love with Karin. Has her son, who has been untouched, love Karin?"
Aska is still looking for Karin and keeps calling her name.
Aska intends to open the front door to find Karin in the courtyard of the house, but when Aska opens the door her Mommy's voice can be heard.
"Karin is not outside. Karin has left this house Aska." said Amirah quietly, but still clearly heard in Aska's ears. Aska's hands and body did not move. His heartbeat seemed to stop, with his breath still panting Aska to stare at his Mommy. There was a glint of anger and disappointment in Aska's eyes.
"Did Mommy kick her out?" asked Aska in a trembling voice.
"Mommy did not throw her out, she went alone. After Mommy advised her that it is not good for a woman who is not related to live with a man who is engaged." answered Amirah honestly.
Aska's body sank to the floor, his heart was crushed, his soul seemed to be floating.
Amirah went to Aska, and hugged him tightly. Amirah is sure that her son really loves Karin.
Aska sobbed back from tears.
"Why is Mommy talking like that. Karin is a good woman Mom? Aska loves her very much." wailed Aska in Amirah's embrace.
"But Aska, Karin doesn't love you? Karin herself told Mom." Amirah explained that she was sad to see Aska sad.
Hearing Aska's Mommy's words, he tried to get up and limped towards the kitchen.
He looked again at all the dishes that Karin had prepared for him. With deep sorrow, and a broken heart, Aska dropped all the food and drink on it with his two hands, the sound of breaking plates and glasses was heard throughout the room, broken plates and glasses and their contents scattered everywhere.
Aska shifted to his knees on the floor, his body leaning against the leg of the dining table, he could not feel his bleeding hands.
Aska was crying softly.
"Why do you have the heart to leave me Karin? Didn't you promise not to leave me?" wailed Aska.
His body trembled, his breath began to feel short, his eyes began to glow, his body felt cold and weak.
"Why can't you love me Karin." moaned Aska softly before collapsing to the floor.
"BRUKKK"