Yumna:
"Ahad what are you saying?"I asked him after staring at him for longer than I should have but I just couldn't help it.
He was not even replying me.
"Everything has been arranged you know even wedding cards have been given out," I told him I know I will just break down infront of him if I don't control myself.
"It was just an accident Ahad, an accident which changed your thinking,"I tried to reason with him before my brother came in and sensed something was wrong.
"An accident in which you were about to get killed,"He argued back and I just stared at him.
"I am fine can't you see I am right infront of you and you saved me and Allah saved both of us you are healing as well, why are you doing this?"I asked him I know by now my voice was also betraying me he has already become part of my life.
"I just don't know okey just back out and I will take all blame there is no need of continuing any further it was a mistake of sending proposal again I can't risk," He said while looking down and trying to sit but I told him to rest.
But the guy does he listen?
"Your lying you are saying it was mistake so I say no and what if incase everyone else gets hurt, I will not say no I can't hurt so many people's feelings and you are hurting us both," I told him honestly let him think whatever he wants of me I don't care.
What was stopping him I know It's something huge but I want to support him in everystep....he was pushing me away.
"Yumna I am giving you one last chance you don't know the real me that was all fake all drama, just leave me alone will you..."He said while staring again at door as if waiting for someone to interrupt and end this discussion.
"No I can't!can't you see all smiling faces?parents, relatives, people have already done everything, do what you want and say what you want I don't believe you as I know there is something stopping you from being with me," I said what was on my mind.
"Wow when did I become so bold?"
He wasn't even believing what I said till he narrowed his eyes and looked towards me.
"Be ready for consequences,"He said and I just smiled.
Empty threats.
"I am ready for challenge and I will make you change your mind," I said and went to sit on coach waiting for Imran.
"I am not good enough for you,"He mumbled as if it wasn't meant for me to hear but still I replied that.
"Who are you to decide that?"I asked him and took book which I brought incase I get bored so I started reading heart of thunder.
Silence fell in room as if we were two strangers...do feelings even change in a day?how will I make him understand?Ya Allah help me win him over InshaaAlalh but that will be done after wedding in halal way..he wants to ignore me fine then I will also ignore.
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Imran soon came but It's good he din't question me he checked upon Ahad and signalled me with his hands that he was resting as he had closed his eyes so I prayed some duas and blew on him, my brother just looked at me and smiled, he told me and Ahad make cute couple which made me blush I took bottle of water opened it and blew in it after praying.
The discharge papers were ready but since Ahad already resting but still we decided to wake him up and Imran helped him reach till our car.
While in car all time I looked down and prayed Allah to guide us all and help me through this challenge and know reason behind Ahad's behaviour which was hurting us both.
"What's making you smile all alone?"I saw messaged popped up in my phone since I had saved his name and read little through notification.
"Why was he sending me private message?"
"Just a thought made me smile, did it bother you?" I asked him.
"Never knew you were so bold," He texted back and I din't reply back instead I texted in our group and Imran replied back I told him to focus on driving because I had added Aisha in group and he glared at me but I just smiled they both signalled that I have gone crazy..
Whatever.
"Ahad!Be ready to face me I will always be by your side, me and you, two different hearts and feelings let the journey begin as this was just the interval,"I replied after long to him and switched off data smiling till we reached home.