Today I had dream about my first love,
it's not that I was in any kind of relationship with him, I was the only one to be in love, 'one sided love'. he was smart, cool, and was always a mischievous one during last years of my school . before that I had never got to know about him .I was a kind of person who would not even talk to person that I had not known or ignorant type, it was hard for me to talk randomly with the person I had never talked, my first encounter that I remembered was when we had our one free lecture we all were enjoying ourselves some were singing, drawing, gossiping, it was little noisy so teacher of next class were coming to warn us about keeping silence we would keep silence for 5 minutes and again the things would start that's when they had send one free teacher to take the class and disciplined us. That's when after her entrance she told us to do self studies as we were seniors and to maintain discipline all of them were changing their seats I was seating on 1st bench ,suddenly one boy came and told me to scoot over for some time,he sat next our teacher was making rounds in class to see all are doing their work ,I was doing my work ,he took my pen and told ," I would give it back to you in a minute, " as soon as teacher passed through our bench he took that pen and starts scribbling on her clothes it was shocking for me that he dared to scribble on her clothes without her knowing so I gazed her,she had not even know that rest of the students were doing the same as she moves and were laughing that was the moment that I had liked him. from next day onwards I started to observe him.I started to get curious about his next move ,know what he would do as so unintentionally I would search for him whenever I could in class.
Later he had joined same tuition classes as me but we were not in same batch ,ones we were told to attend his batch class their our sir was taking mind calculations and said we may leave after the class. he started ,some of them started packing bags,sir stated he would ask 10/15 questions and fastest one to answer would be given rank, he starts the question all of students started calculating it was little noisy ,but I had given the answer I was first, for first time I was able to give answer fastest among all those intelligent people, I was fascinated by myself that I had given the answer that others weren't able to .sir told correct and started clapping rest followed him , next that I saw was the boy he was sitting across me turned back and complimented me I was shocked to see he was the same guy and I was happy that he had complimented me .I had liked him but had never expressed my feelings for him or even talked much later still I had loved him.
(present day...)
After so many years I was unable to forget about him ,I had tried my best to forgot about him and some point I had done so I was suddenly remembered it was like he is their but not their its complicated . so about dream I had seen it was first time that I had seen his face in my dream ,before this dream I was not able to see his face clearly or approach him ,it was just me seeing him from far and overwhelmed by my own feelings. This was first time that he had shown his feelings. it was like I was living with my friends in PG and he showed up live he how are you and all stuff and we were meeting sometimes I had gone on date and the guy had just shared his feelings for me I was happy but then I saw some letter in one of my roommates hand of him stating, " you had cheated or something like that" it had infuriate me as I had never done so ,I was rushing to state the facts straight by meeting him . Next my roommate had stopped me and had showed me other letter about his having crush on me ,he was happy to see me again all the moments flooded in my mind and I started crying I rushed to meet him, and he told me i had always liked you, I had observed you ,I was smitten by you I was always around you to see you ,I was overwhelmed by my own feelings that I never told you before.
Then what about the cheated letter and all,it was just to make some reason for you to meet me , why didn't you tell me before I had liked you too I was just about to hug him and confess but I woke up and my dream shattered .This dream made me happy but sad at same time I hope the dream was true ...
Is it true that "first love never come true ",I hope not .
Next thing that came into my mind was about things about Museum and things that I need to find out .