When you have a good heart your give too much, you trust too much, you help too much and it seems you always get hurt the most.
Maybe life isn't about avoiding bruises but maybe it's about collecting scars to prove we showed up for it.
They judged you? just know Allah and you know what you have been through why bother what they think?
Zainab:
I entered my room after I ran away from him I locked it I touched my hand where he touched it and scrubbed it I washed it since it wasn't right all memories flooded back when Zahid he was still someone who didn't know me he touched me and that brought a lot of painful memories which I had buried them deep down and thrown the key away.
I dislike when a guy touches me especially who doesn't know now me at all and I know now my thoughts will be about my past now since his touch reminded me although he saved me from falling down I held him ya Allah please help me.