I thought we were fine if just stay hidden, but when I was fishing an angel came to visit us
"My name is Michael and I am an angel with the responsibility to check on people and distinguish if they are pure enough to live or not. Do not worry, you seem pure enough, " He said once appeared in front of me as he was trying to be direct with me and do clear he did not want to do something else.
"My name is Mileena, and I am glad you are not gonna kill me or something" I just responded while I was getting the fish with my hands.
"I think I know you, but I do not know that since the Mileena everyone talked about might be more than a hundred years old. I mean, she is a half breed, but since she is still a human maybe she is dead." His hair was blue but when he moved it was changing to green, his eyes were clear and he just smiled.
You know someone attracts you so much when there definitely a bump in your heart, especially when it feels different than ever, "Well, I do not know if I am that Mileena, but I just hope it does not mean something really bad."
"No, nothing like that. We just want her to talk with our father, she was born to get certain abilities without our father's permission and I know he might be upset because he got a daughter he does not know at all." He expressed with no expression at all.
"Uhm... That sounds really tough" I smiled.
"By the way, you should come to the kingdom" he started going slowly up.
"What kingdom? and why?" I asked.
"Gaavá kingdom, why not? I like you and I have a good feeling since I saw you when I was up in the sky," He smiled and flew away.
I got the fish and went home.
"Where were you?" Chavi was mad.
"Finish" I showed him the fish.
"Do not lie to me, I can perceive a different smell. I know you were with someone" I appointed me "You are guilty!!!"
"Are you cheating on me?" Remy asked while laughing, "I doubt it, but you really got a different smell."
I knew to complain about anything would not help since I decided to be off from drama and just present my neutral expression, but I just did not want to be a lier "I saw an angel and he invited me to enter Gaavá kingdom."
Chavi looked at Remy and Remy at him "We can not do that in any circumstances, we still have not heard anything from Leviathan until two years."
"They think I am dead, so there is no way they could figure out and since we are all pure heart humans, I know we will be fine!" I tried to convince them of anything.
"Is still a big risk, not only for us but also for everyone"
I decided not to keep it "Ok, it is fine."
I gave the fish to Chavi and just walked away to somewhere else. I found a waterfall really closed so I spent my days meditating in there until I could release everything. Five days later Michael came back "I found you again, these waterfalls are pretty and it seems to be pretty helpful when you need to meditate, is not it?"
"Yes, you are right" I kept meditating.
Michael just stay by my side until I heard someone walking, open my eyes and he was already gone, but Remy was looking at me "What are you doing?"
"Just meditating " I closed my eyes.
"Why did not you say anything else but walk away?"
"I am tired and I just want peace, I do not like to feel stuck" I explained.
"If you really want to go over there and see what is going on, then go by yourself. I can not let you put everyone at risk, after all, you are the strongest one in this group. Miss reckless." I could feel Remy was already tired and angry, but he was also right.
"Then I will go" I jumped, got wings and flew away "I will come back!"
He just watched me going with no words, no expressions, and just being there, so thought "Is it really just what it is?" I thought it was pretty draining, so I just my own trip.
I came to Gaavá kingdom and Michael was already waiting for me, he was just in the entrance "I knew you will come someday, so I talked with the guys to put me in the front" he smiled at me.
"Everything is under guarded?" I asked.
"Yes, since a demons sent his allies to do the dirty job to kill everyone, we just decided to put our hands in and took the rest of the people from them." He explained.
I was worried, so once I got inside of the kingdom I talked with the birds, I talked with the rats, with the ants, and with the cockroaches to see if any of my friends were still alive, but found nothing.
Micheal let me stay in a house inside of the kingdom "I live here, but it is big and also it has enough rooms for more than one person. You can stay here"
I started walking around and everyone was asking themselves who I was, but since Fred and the guys did the job no one recognized me or differ who I was.
Everything felt empty, but it was just like always since my life was always empty and lonely. Remy was always with me, but it never felt like if he was truly honest, and that was the main reason I never trust him that much, and Chavi was more a responsibility than anything.
Someone knocked at my door, when I opened it was Gabriel "I heard someone new came, someone really pretty staying at Micheal's place"
"I do not know who it might be" I smiled.
He hugged me "I missed you. I have a lot to say to you."
"You should start now" I looked down.
"When we did our job and settled everyone inside of Gaavá kingdom Leviathan came to us and asked Alexiel and me to fake that we took this place first, and killed everyone. He took the other guys to somewhere else, but we had to kill all the demons that worked for you." I realized he still had the collar of trust.
"It sounds stressful, now they think that we did anything for them"
"We are gonna have a plan later, but right now we need to get everything under control like it is now" He explained, after an hour he walked away and I got outside to see how they were controlling everything.
Even though everything looked pretty good and perfect, I knew something was wrong.
Someone touched my back and it was Alex "What are you doing here?"
"Just vibing" I smiled.
"You do not know what they can do, you should not be supposed to be here." Took my hand and started walking away pulling me.
"What are you doing?" I asked.
"You are not even allowed to use magic or anything suspicious. They have not recognized you, but when they do, they are gonna try to kill you like the other people!" He explained.
"What people?"
"When they got here there were more people, people that the demons let alive because they thought these people could change to be impure to pure because they tried to protect with their lives to others. Angels or gods decided to kill them just to make sure no one else could have a possibility to challenge them or take control over Gaavá" He sighed.
"Do not worry, but then why are you still alive?" I asked.
"Because I promised not to use my powers and so many people did it."
'I knew something was wrong" I just started thinking "We still have to wait for less than two years to know what is gonna happens, until then you gotta keep it up."
We walked away and came back to our places to sleep.
The next day Michael asked me to spend the day together, we went out just to eat and dance with people, when we were alone I asked: "Why people are not allowed to use magic?"
"I am not sure, maybe they are scared or something, but still anyone no needs magic when there is nothing to be scare of."
I thought it was true, but still kind of sad when magic is something really joyful.
"I think magic is not only about protection or attack others since with magic you can also worship and love, but you can also ask for peace, you can ask for a better life, you can ask for anything, not only danger of death" I laughed "Magic is more than something pretty bad, that is why you need to be disciplined, so you can control selfishness."
"How are you supposed to do that? To be disciplined?"
"You do not, life and God does it with the time, but people prefer to call it Karma" I smiled.
"I have a random question, maybe out of what we are talking about. Would you want to come and fix the past?" he asked.
I thought about everyone I left, everyone that hurt me and how did I meet them, I thought about Elias and I thought about Jasper, especially Jasper since he was my husband. Even after all I remember, all I know, all I did "Nah... Past is just who I am, everyone is gone and I do not wanna waste my time getting focused on what is not here anymore, I worry about the future and I just try to live my present because I have a good one right now" I smiled.
"Sometimes I am really tired of being focused on what did hurt me because the pain can not stop and makes me remember everything. I hate this feeling, the pain just does not go away and I am being scared, paranoid about what I want, and what people can give to me. I feel sick of people and sick of everything because they do not care, but so I do care..." I thought about what he was feeling and it just reminds me of myself a time ago, I understood he was in need of someone that could understand him.
"I am scared that it could happen again, I do not wanna lie and I do not anyone to do that to me" I hide a lot of things and that could be a problem, I knew it.
I remain in silence while he was talking "I had everything and still felt it was a lie. I just acted like someone just asked me to, because I thought that was how I was supposed to be. I do not want that, I wanna be myself, I wanna be free and I am getting really tired" I could feel his tears coming out even if he was not crying "I just wanna be happy"
Everyone wants to be happy, especially when they do not know how to be happy and instead stop others to be able to be happy.
He looked at me and I knew he thought that I did not understand him "I was in your place time ago and I know it is hard" I saw his hands and knew he was biting his nails because of his anxiety, I knew he got problems and so I decided to stay, I did not feel anything for him but he was fun.
We were so similar to each other, I understood his feelings and I felt good about them. I decided not to complain or make his life harder because that was what I used to want, I was thinking for myself in his position.
"I wanna be only yours and I want you to be the only mine, I do not wanna give a damn about anyone else"
I had no one else, by the way. I did not see a reason not to do it, so I just stayed with him. I tried to make him understand, but it was hard and we just ended up fighting.
We got a really bad living with each other, the stars said it was our compatibility because we were too similar, but I ended up breathing and holding up since I am not a person who gives up.
He always was questioning me and I was just trying to vibe.
I came to see Chavi and Remy, they were good and we trained. Remy and I decided to be friends, but we just realized it was a decision we took a long time ago even before.
We were just waiting for Leviathan and the time to pass, but without realizing a year flew really fast.
We trained in water for the rest of the year and decide to keep training in both during the next year "We need to be able to control both fields, so nothing could affect us and if there is something trying to affect us, then figure out a solution as fast as we could."
Chavi was paying attention "You are the Kraken's successor, so that means you are gonna be after him and you have to be even better."
He understood "I will do the best and if I have to be stronger than you, then I will. I want to be even better than you, I have not seen you in the field or during a war, but the day that I see you fighting, I will figure out what you do to be the best person in this world" He smiled at me "You are like my mother, even if you look like 16 years old. That is why I see you like my goal or a target because I wanna be stronger than anyone."
I smiled "To do that, so you have to feel yourself into everything, let go of fear, lose everything you have, and do not be fear to die. Instead, you have to become of what is neutral into the world." I grabbed sand "It is easy to become one with the water, with the air, even with the dirt, but too many people are scare of fire, that is why I controlled it because my next target is not to defeat, I prefer to control and make mine what scare me. What I mean is, I always look for a solution to control everything instead of defeat it."