"Hows the baby doing?" She asked. I didn't say anything at first because my thoughts were everywhere at the moment.
"Shes good. Healthy." Amy smiled as she put her hand on my thigh.
"Again I'm sorry I couldn't be here. My mom had a heart attack and I had to go." I put my hand on top of hers.
"Like I keep saying. It's fine." Amy came to my apartment early this morning and hasn't left. I honestly don't mind because I've been needing to just sit down and talk to someone about random things. After Skylar told me she knew I was sleeping with her wife Nate walked in and the conversation ended. After we left I thanked him to which he was confused because I didn't tell him why.
At the moment Amy and I are just sitting on the couch watching tv. It's around seven in the evening and we've been doing nothing all day. The day I got into a car accident was the day her mom had a hear attack. When she told me I down there had one myself. I always loved her mom and her mom loved me. We were honestly really good friends. And I'm pretty sure if I wasn't dating her daughter she would've dated me. I always laughed when she brought that up. "So do you want to tell me what's been up with you lately?" I looked at her and let out a small smiled. She always knew when there was something wrong.
"Nothing serious." She bit her lip as she stared me down.
"I really don't want to push you been then again I really do. I also know that whatever it is has to be big because your actually talking to me." I gave her a confused look. "Well before the crash happened you wouldn't even talk to me. Now you are. So that must mean you are desperate to talk to someone." I chuckled
"And you got all that from me just talking to you?" She nodded her head.
"Well I didn't always want to be a teacher. I went to college to really be a therapist but teacher is the way I went." I nodded my head in understanding. I always thought she was really goos with talking to people and helping them with their problems. "So again I ask. What's been up?" I didn't want to answer but I had to get something off my chest.
"Let's just say that 'Jane The Virgin' is more understanding now that I think about it." She laughed a little but I could tell she still didn't understand what I was saying. I didn't realize that her hand was still on my thigh until she squeezed it. "I miss this." I quietly said. She looked into my eyes and smiled.
"I do too." There was a moment of silence between us. It wasn't awkward just I could feel there was a lot of tension between us. I didn't want my emotional state to take over me because I have the feeling I know what is getting ready to happen. Her eyes never left mine as her hand my up to my cheek. I bit my lip as I closed my eyes and let her hand run threw my hair. "You never fail to amaze me." I opened my eyes and saw that she was so closed to me that I could feel her breath on my nose. She licked her lips as she stared at mine. I could feel my emotions take over me but I tried to push them away. I am vulnerable right now and she knows it, but instead of helping she's taking advantage of it.
"Amy, I-" before I could even finish her lips were on mine. My thoughts turned into dust saw my mind went blank. For a second all I could think about was her lips. They were soft and tasted like strawberry. For a moment I felt safe. For a moment I felt like it was just me and her. I felt like we were back to where we started when we first shared a kiss when I was in high school.
But then I realized we weren't in high school anymore.
She left me.
Without saying good bye.
I pulled away from her and looked down. I felt her hand under my chin as she made me look at her. I could see the lust as though they were glass. "We had something Madelyn, and it was something amazing. You can't sit here and tell me you don't feel the same way." I continued to stare into her eyes. She's not wrong though. When I first saw her my heart did stop.
"I have a daughter now."
"And I will help you raise her as if she was my own." For a moment there I believed her. For a moment I sat there and thought about what my future could be like if I had her an Marie.
"I mean, I have a daughter now and I have to think about her. I can't count on you to actually stay this time." She sighed as she put her head and sighed. Neither of us said anything and just sat there. I was getting ready to stand up but she pushed me down on the couch and sat on top of me. I stared at her with wide eyes as she stared down at me. She leaned down until her lips were hovering over me.
"I will stay. And I will take good, good care of you." With in a swift motion her lips were on mine and her body was pressed all the way down on mine. I didn't fight it but instead with along with it. As the kiss kept going I started to get used to it. I slid my hands to her waist and felt her smile on my lips. She sat up a little and smiled. She slowly stood up and grabbed my hand. I aloud her to do whatever as she led me to my room.
Once we were in the room she slowly laid me down on my bed and climbed on top of me. Her smirk never left her face as she kissed me. This time I didn't hesitate to kiss her back. The kiss got heated very quickly as her tongue slid across my lip. I moaned as out tongues fought for dominance. As always she won and I just went along with her.
I felt her hand slide under my shirt. I sat up a little and let her take it off. She then threw it across the room and she stared down at me. She licked her lips as she traced her tongue from my chest all the way to my neck. "This is better than porn." I jumped as Amy got off me. I looked up to see Skylar leaning on the door way with her arms crossed with a wide smirk.
"What the hell are you doing her?" I glared at her. She didn't even seemed gazed as she walked deeper into my room.
"Just came to check up on you. But apparently you seem like your doing great." I didn't say anything just instead just looked at Amy. She didn't seem embarrassed but instead upset.
"I think I should go." Neither of us said anything as she walked out. I saw that Skylar and Amy had looked at each other for a quick second and I swear it looked like they were getting ready to kill each other.
"I don't know what you see in her." Skylar said as she turned her attention towards me.
"Why the hell are you here? And more importantly, I feel like I keep asking, how the hell did you get in here?!" My patient was starting to run low because I felt like I should already get a new lock on my door. She finally uncrowded her arms and started walking towards me.
"Like I said, I came to check up on you to tell you that our baby girl is doing great." I scoffed and rolled my eyes.
"I meant what I said about leaving." She put her hands on my shoulders and tightened her grip to which I winced in pain.
"And I meant what I said. Your not going anywhere." I felt something tighten in my abdominal area.
"Was I just a surrogate for you and Melanie?" That question has been on my mind for a while now but I never had the guts to ask. Now since we are in a awkward situation I feel like there is nothing else to ask except that. She looked at me with no expression on her face and I hate when she does that. She sighs and her grip on my shoulders loosens.
"If I'm being honest yes, you were just a surrogate. Melanie doesn't know about any of this cuz I had a feeling she wouldn't agree, but I knew she would want to. When I first saw you I knew you would be the perfect person because you were beautiful, but over time I started to grow feelings towards you and I just knew I had to have you." I didn't say anything for a minute cuz I honestly didn't know what to say. On what hand...well, no there is no one or the other hand. She freaking got me pregnant without my knowledge for I can have a kid for her and her wife.
I groaned in frustration as I turned around and put my hands on my head. This was too much for me to take in right now "Madelyn, I know this is a lot for you right now but I can guarantee you in the future I will give you everything you could possibly wish for you me, you Melanie and the baby will have the most perfect life anyone can ask for." I turned around and looked at her my feelings are everywhere because honestly I don't know what I'm going to do all I know is that my future looked more difficult than anything then I could imagine. For some reason I was actually thinking of doing it. I mean it couldn't really be that bad Marie will grow up with three really good parents who would love her to the end of this world, but would I really want to do this.
"I'm going to need you to leave." I said. She deeply sighed as she rubbed her face with her hands.
"Madelyn I really wanted to do this with your free will but I guess not." I looked at her in confusion. " I've told every airport that you are at fly risk so you cannot leave, I've also have a few people who I've hired to keep watch on you at all times. So there is no way that you are leaving the state."