Nyx opened her eyes only to see the white familiar ceiling.
She rubbed her eyes then gave out a long yawn before she sat up on the bed.
Nyx stretched her neck and shoulders then looked at the time on the digital table clock.
It was 5 am in the morning.
She got up and stretched her body for a few minutes before she went to the bathroom to freshen up.
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The shower was running and water droplets were running down her body.
Nyx was staring at the mirror in front of her.
Instead of reflecting her face, she was having visions of the Adams party.
Scenes from the party were constantly appearing on the mirror in front of her like someone was fast-forwarding a video, until it stopped on to the scene of Tessiana inside a car bleeding out.
She stared at the still image on the mirror for a couple of minutes before she shook her head.
Nyx tried to dismiss the image from her mind but she was failing to do so.
The more Nyx tried not to think about it, the more she thought of that scene.
Nyx clutched her head feeling terrible throbbing pain.
Her heart was beating so fast that she could hear it on her head.
She belatedly noticed that she was hyperventilating.
She quickly turned off the shower and got out of the bathroom.
Just as she got out of the bathroom she fell down on the floor.
Breathing heavily in and out, her head started to hurt from the loud sound of her heart thumping.
She was trying to even her breathing and to make her heart rate normal.
After 10-15 minutes later, she finally calmed down a bit.
"S*it!" Cursing out loud, Nyx tried to get up but her whole body felt weak.
She crawled until she was near her bed and used the bed as support to get up and sat on the bed.
Her hands were trembling, her body was shaking, her heart rate was still irregular and she had shortness of breath.
She noticed while assessing her situation that Aaron was completely normal but she, Nyx was the only one who was having a panic attack.
A few minutes later, her panic attack subsided.
She tried getting up but she was feeling weak.
Irritated and annoyed using the bed stand as her support she stood up.
She is extremely hungry and she needs to wear some freaking damn clothes as she was getting cold from not wearing anything.
Slightly wet and water dripping from her hair, she was feeling irritated and annoyed from standing naked when the A/C was on.
Cursing once more and shaking her head, she went to get some clothes for her.
~~~
At the rooftop of the building where their clubhouse is.
Nyx and Sabastian were leaning on to the rails, watching kids their age playing basketball on the park nearby.
"So you are telling me that the Bloods went to a Christmas party, then the party was taken over by 'Death Parade' an evil secret organisation, who were disguised as the security at the party? Then your parents tried to be heroes but failed miserably, you along with Aurora just like your stupid parents did the same thing and played superheroes? Then killed some 'Death Parade' members, but your mom got injured and almost died? Later on, spent three weeks in depression as Nyx, while Aaron was hell-bent on looking into this super-duper evil organisation 'Death Parade' but found nothing so instead he then started planning on how to take all the resources of 'Trinity Crown' the top underworld organisation on this city? Now, this morning you woke up like a dis*ey princess 'RISE AND SHINE ITS A NEW DAAAAY!' then went to shower but thought about depressing stuff, and had a panic attack???" Sabastian summarised a version of his own after listening to Nyx for the past 2 hours about what has been going on, on her and Aaron's life since the Christmas holidays.
Past few weeks Nyx was living in her room like a shut-in.
Nyx was in depression since the Christmas 'event' that the Blood's went to.
When Erisviel, Ian, Sabastian or Zulkernyn tried to contact her, she told them that she is in Country Z working and learning business-related stuff for the Prince industries. Which was total BS.
It was the same for Aaron and Aurora, the sibling's excuse was the same learning from their parents in Country X.
So the gang never knew what was going on with Nyx and the Blood siblings life.
Sabastian clutched onto his hair looking down trying to process everything that he learned once more.
Before he shouted turning to face Nyx.
"What the actual f**k!!!"
With a stupified expression on his face, Sabastian was staring at Nyx.
He couldn't believe what he learned, he was still trying to process and understand everything he learned from Nyx.
"You son of a **tch!!!" Furious, Sabastian held Nyx's collar with his hands and shook her a few times before letting her go.
Sabastian was extremely furious and angry at Nyx.
She has been suffering for almost 2 months and just now she told him all about it? Even the reason for telling him, made him want to whack the head of this stupid best friend of his.
If she never had experienced the panic attack this morning, she would never have told any of this to anyone.
Sabastian fumed and cursed a few times for a couple of minutes before he calmed down and sighed heavily.
He plopped down on to the ground and leaned his back on the railings.
He signed once more before he looked up and saw Nyx biting on her lower lips looking down with a guilt-ridden and ashamed look on her face.
Sabastian placing both his hands across his face said feeling vexed and extremely worried for his best friend.
"Nyx, I know that you are unstable with having two bodies to control and such. But I never would have expected that a single traumatic event will make you more unstable than you already are. After learning everything I can tell that you, my friend 'YOU' are slowly killing yourself. Because of your unstable soul and already existing strong negative emotion on this 'vessel', you are unknowingly and subconscious leaching all of the negativity from your other 'vessel' Aaron." Sabastian said after he understood and analysed everything that he learned from the past couple of hours from Nyx.
"You said, what? Aaron is completely normal? Yeah, right! He was suffering from depression before you took all the negativity from him. The reason you had the panic attack today is that because you are shouldering both of your mental burdens alone." Sabastian sighed staring at Nyx.
"You can't be left alone, you need to heal yourself Nyx. All these years, being alone? you are slowly eroding yourself. The only family that you had all these years, now is not by your side. You have already severed the connection you had with them. They are nothing but your subordinates now. You are alone, Nyx. You need caring, love and the warmth of a family. My dear friend, you are becoming suicidal like you were back in Arterra." Sabastian stood up and hugged Nyx holding her tightly in his embrace.
"My friend, you need to get out of that house. I dont f*c*ing care now about anyone but you, you are gonna live here from now on. You need love, caring and a family, right? From now on, we will be your family. Erisviel, Aurora, Ian and me, we all will be your family." Sabastian's hold on Nyx became a bit tighter.
"So let it all out, let everything out that you have been holding onto yourself for all these years. Cry your heart out and call out to us. You dont need to hold your self in, let loose of yourself. Unburden the load on your heart and soul, Nyx Aurelia-Rose Prince." Sabastian whispered near Nyx's ear.
Tears started to flow from Nyx's eyes.
Her body started to shake and soft whimpers could be heard.
Slowly the whimpers became sobs then sorrowful loud cries to heart-wrenching wails.
Tears were streaming out of the ever so beautiful cerulean coloured eyes, like a broken dam.
'Nyx' finally after all these years holding herself back, keeping everything to herself, silently suffering alone let loose herself in the embrace of her one true family that she can finally call her own.
~~~
Aurora was watching her brother Aaron who was crying in his sleep.
For the first time since their birth, Aurora is currently feeling the missing emotions of Nyx, not Aaron.
All these years, she felt only Aaron's emotions, not Nyx.
She always thought that since Nyx and Aaron are the same person, they also shared their emotions too.
Well, they do share emotions but never have she felt individual emotions from Nyx.
It was always through Aaron, Aurora felt Nyx's emotions but never directly from Nyx.
Aurora stood up from the chair she was sitting on.
She was reading a document of development plans for 'Nameless' in Aaron's room.
Ever since the Adams Christmas party, Aaron can't sleep by himself.
And Aaron refuses to take sleeping pills for sleep.
So every night, she was accompanying Aaron until he falls asleep normally since then.
She left the room quietly, muttering softly under her breath looking at the document on her hands.
"Nameless, having no name or not easy to describe, indefinable."
She chucked thinking about the name of their organisation and its meaning.
"Family, huh? Indefinable? not able to be defined or described exactly. I see, the organisation certainly is something that cannot be described." Aurora laughed walking towards her room.