" You better forget it, Tristan. Assume he is just an angel sent to help you. Impossible to see again. The world is not small." Her friend's advice constantly knocking on the memory box.
" I know. I did not say anything." respond slowly.
" Instead of thinking about that mysterious man, you better agree with your mother's suggestion."
Tristan frowned. look at her friends with various questions in mind.
" What do you mean? "
" Thank Ferhad. Try to get to know him."
Then Tristan pursed her lips. Look at the speed.
" I have no power."
" why? What is that hansome? What about the doctor? "
" I don't know. I'm not with him." Tipping shoulders, juicy lips.
" How can I do that if you never meet again? Try to get to know each other first. Only then can I know if I can or not."
That is the problem. She has no interest in meeting anyone. Including Ferhad. And most importantly ...
" I can't."
" Why?"
" There is no reason. Just can't."
" So does that mean you agree with your brother's suggestion? Looking for K**** L***** people to be your victims? To be your temporary husband?"
Think for a while. She nodded.
" I think that's the best."
" Do you remember that marriage was a joke, Tris?"
" Not. That's why I can't marry Ferhad. I have to find people who do not love me. Those who do not know me. It only took a week for my husband to act. After that, I asked for a divorce."
Stunned to hear Tristan's crazy idea. Quickly she shook her head.
" Don't do any crazy work, Tris. I do not agree."
" I was forced." Bending down, she played with a straw.
" There is no forced term. You have a choice. But, you chose to ruin your own life. Do you remember how happy I was to hold the widow's title?"
" I don't know, Sya. I have no answer so far. Let me think first, then let me tell you." Tristan replied slowly. With a calm face.
Syakila did not say look at Tristan. Her idea is very crazy.
" You're crazy. Willing to risk you're own life."
A line of smiles, she glanced down the street. See the night scare. She took a deep breath and breathed slowly.
" I do not agree with your idea. But, if it's the best. I will support." Just, do not risk your life. More advice.
At a glance, Tristan nodded.
I was saving my life alone....
Tristan's heart beats slowly.
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