My fingers begin to shake as I struggle to understand what's happening. The pain started off as a small burn but the pain was now so bad it felt like she was drawing on me with acid!! This was a mistake! This whole thing was a mistake!!
Even as my mind races with fear, my heart slowly beats. Other than the slight tremble to my fingers and the beads of sweat on my forehead, you can't tell that I'm in pain. A tremendous amount of pain!
I want to cry out a scream at them but nothing works. I slowly clench my teeth and close my eyes as I try my hardest to ride whatever this was out. As angry as I am... I'm angrier with myself. I should have just asked what a damn Hymlcok was!
So far, they've been nothing but honest with me. Whenever I've asked them a question, they've answered it with honesty. If I had just asked, they would have told me and I would have said NO!! I slowly close my fists until they're clenched tight.
