"Good morning, wife"
One afternoon, I find myself scrolling through my cellphone and hoping to see any message or call from Sean, but there's not.
It's been a week since, I last saw him. And I can say that it really makes me frustrated thinking that he do avoided me, or he's hiding from me. I tried going to his condo, but he's not there or maybe he's there but he's hiding. Cause, where on earth is he now? Is he okay or what? Augh! He is making me so frustrated, just come and see what will I do to you, Sean! Swear! You better have a good explanation!
For the last time, I try to call him but it is answered by the operator. I threw my phone into my bed. I try to calm myself, just what I said. He better have a good explanation, he better have!!
"Love me, like you do. Lo-lo-love..." Kinuha ko ang phone ko, when it rang. I hope that it is Sean that is caller, but my bad. It is Gayle, my bestfriend.
"Yup?" Disappointment is visible in my voice, of course I really hope that it was Sean.
"Badmood? You have your period, do you?" I rolled my eyes, I know that she know why I am acting this way.
"I don't." Suddenly Gayle laughed, I creased my eyebrow. What is she laughing about?
"What is so funny about?" And like as if she's teasing me. She laugh even more, crazy.
"Cause I know why are you acting that way, hindi na naman siguro tumawag si Sean sayo. Just come to think of it, maybe he has someone on his side now in short he's cheating on you." She concluded, I tried to calm myself even more. Sean won't do that, he won't right?
"Gayle that's not good concluding thungs like that. Kung ano-ano kasing binabasa mo kaya kung ano-ano nalang din ang kinu-conclude mo." She's a reader of some corny comic books and novels, she's a true believer that there's no perfect man existed in reality, cause just like what she said to me it only exist in our own imaginations. So bitter.
"Yeah right. By the way, samahan mo naman ako sa Embriagado mamaya, I want to have some fun and Kuya Brando won't allow me kung wala akong kasama, and dahil your my friend so isasama kita. What do you think?" Embriagado, it is a bar. 'Embriagado' is a spanish word means intoxicated or drunk. Is it a good thing na sumama ako sakanya?
"Okay, I'm in." I answer and tinapos ko na ang tawag. I need to refresh my mind. I need it now.
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"Heather di ka manlang ba sasayaw? Come on, the crowd is so wild. You will like it." Aya ni Gayle, but I refuse. Really, di naman ako nagpunta dito para magsaya, well gusto ko lang uminom. Hindi naman ako alcoholic and mababa ang alcohol tolerance ko, pero gusto ko lang talagang uminom.
"Nope, dito lang ako. Have some fun, Gayle." Pagtataboy ko dito.
"Of course, I will." Tinalikuran nako nito, at nakipagsayaw sa mga taong bigay-todo sa pagsasayaw. In the right corner sa may sofa, nakakita ako ng naghahalikan, Ipiniling ko na lang ang ulo ko. It is normal, cause I'm in this kind of place, I shouldn't be shock, or kahit may mag-mo-mol na sa harap ko.
Ibinaling ko ang pansin ko sa harap, sa bartender.
"Give me a drink."
"What kind of drunk, Miss?" Agad nitong sagot, hmm?
"Kahit ano nalang." I answer, wala naman akong kaalam-alam sa mga liquors dito.
The bartender handed me a colored pink, liquor. Nang inumin ko iyon ay agad kong nalasahan ang tamis at pait. Masarap naman. Pagkatapos kong maubos iyon ay humingi pa ako ng isang shot.
A little longer, I feel my head spinning and iniabot ko na ang bayad ko sa bartender. I tried to compose by posture, I need to sleep. I'm tired already, I tried to find Gayle, but I can't see her. Palabas na sana ako ng bar, nang mabangga ako sa isang malaki at matigas na bulto. Napaanggat ako ng tingin. And there I saw a man, medyo madilim sa bandang ito, pero nakita ko ang kaguwapuhan ng lalaking ito. His features is manly and rough. He has a nice pair of halzel nut colored eyes, pointed nose and pinkish soft lips. Wait, how can I say that his lips is soft?
"Oh, Miss are you okay?" Inilagay ko ang braso ko sa leeg niya at inilapit siya saakin, inabot ko ang mga labi niya upang malaman kung malambot ba talaga iyon. Augh, I taste a mentol in his saliva. I kiss him deeply, and so he kissed me back. He grabbed my waist for more access. Wala kaming tigil sa paghalik, at di ko namalayan na nakasakay na pala kami sa sasakyan niya he keeps on kissing me, and I kissing him back. His kisses went down to my collarbone down to my mound and he's sucking my nipple like a hungry baby. I moaned, he's kisses makes me feel heat. And I like that heat. Tatanggalin na sana niya ang zipper ng pantalon ko nang itulak ko siya.
"Marry me first."
•••
Masakit ang ulo ko nang magising ako sa umagang yun, oh hindi lang pala ang ulo ko kundi my whole body. My whole body is aching, what happen? Inilibot ko ang tingin sa paligid, and I was caught off guard, nang makitang may isang lalaking nakahiga sa tabi ko. And what is worse is that he's naked! And wala manlang nakatapis para maitago niya ang ano niya!! I shrieked.
"Ahhh!!!" My gosh!! What is happening, what was happen?!
"Hmm..." Mukhang nagising siya sa sigaw ko, nang maimulat niya ang mata niya ay nginitian niya ako.
"Good morning, wife." What the?! What is he talking about?!!