"I used to believe that my husband will love me till death due us part".
After my daughter pass away. My husband wasn't himself. He would go missing during the night or sometimes he just won't come home at all. I talk to my mother in law about it and all she say is just be patient with him men are like that. this continues for a while. I would ask him where is he going or when will he come home all he will say is "omg I never seen such a wife that is so controlling like you, I'm a grown man I don't need to tell you where I'm going and your not even like my first wife so leave me the fuck alone before I fuck you up " these words really break my heart.
I decided that I should go back to my parents and they would say " we already tell you not to marry that guy and now that you actually see how he is like are you satisfied now" I cry to those words because I know it was my fault " daughter you already choose this path so be patient with him because he never hurted physically "
since I took off to my parent's house for 6 days, when I got home it was a nightmare. my husband got very angry that he slaps me across my head. my ear went ringing and I fell to the ground. he kicked me a few time in my stomach and said " if I know that my wife is such a slut then i would have never married her, there's better pussy out there anyway, I dont need a rotten one like your". I cry silently because if i cry louder her will beat me up more.
The next day when I woke up my ear was bleeding and I can't seem to hear a sound from it . i went to one of the elderly lady in the village to see what's wrong with my ear. After checking out my ear she said that some of the nerves in my ear were damage and I will loose my hearing on my left ear. the news shock me and I felt a piece of my heart break.
right when I got home I felt a sharp pain on my head and black out. I woke up to see my parents at my house. I hug my mom and cry. After I stop crying I came out of the room I saw my husband on his knee begging my parents to let me stay. he promised to love me and not hurt me again. then I felt a sharp pain in my head and as I touch my head I felt a big cut on my head.