"So what!" I sang along with the crowd of 50 000 people in the stadium.
This moment as the fireworks lit up the sky and the music reverated through the stadium in harmony with the scream of thousands of fans, I could only think of one thing.
'If I were to die now I have nothing to regret'
With glistening eyes I looked towards to the stage,the people who I've admired from my phone were standing right infront of me.
BTS...a group of people who I've never known face to face yet relates amd comfort me the most. These people who changed my life...
To see their performance and to hear them live is an honor.
As the song comes to an end,the fans scream in applause while I stood there looking at the stage.
Its...almost over.
The last song 'So What' is still ringing in my ears as I see the members start to say their goodbyes.
No...not yet...
My voice hoarse,I tried to speak,maybe it was because I was screaming the whole night. Either ways...no voice came out.
My right hand reached out as the other clenched above my heart.
Soon everything went silent.
I could see the BTS members talking through their mic but I could not hear them. Even the passionate ARMY screaming beside me can no longer be heard...
What is....?
Before I could even comprehend what was happening everything suddenly turned black as I felt myself fall to the ARMYs behind me.
Am I going to die?
I guess that is fine...I have nothing to regret...
I was diligent,always doing my best...
I had friends...a family...
I had just experienced my first and last concert
I have nothing to regret...
But then again...if I there was anything to regret...I hope to had become more true...to myself and others...
...*Ding*