One of the hesitations that Li Xue held in their relationship has been her dark past. The stains on her reputation and character. She would never want people around her getting hindered because of her and her dreadful past. She would never want the things getting repeated again. Never want to see herself losing someone the same way she lost Yenay.
The loss of someone close to her heart made her heart adamant to not get near to anyone. But her life has never preferred to go according to her plans. Though she wanted to stay away from everyone, the people that cared for her never allowed her to walk away from them.
