This time she gets a chance to reflect about her past, in her past, first when her parents leave this world, she is too pessimistic and somewhat confused about life, later she decided to do her duty as her brother and sister's Guardian, for this she work very hard, but during this time she forgot that with the financial need there is also some emotional needs too, she never have a deep conversation with them, she try to discipline them.
She trusts whatever teacher told her, about them, but due to this her brother pay too much cost, during his 10th, he tells her some people bully him, but she tells him that he can complain to the teacher, she never tries to understand this matter or think that she needed to interfere, one day, those children beat him so much that he lost his consciousness, that time she realized the seriousness of this matter.
Later she found out that those children are jealous of her bother and they belong to a rich family, even if she bothers to complain, teacher, there is nothing they can do about this, after all this school has some shares of this people, later due to this, she changes his school, but she can't properly help him, and his one year is wasted, this also causes their relationship to suffer, her brother never mentioned this, but she always feels guilt, if she only listens what he wanted to say maybe things are different.
There is also another matter she doesn't do anything out of her comfort zone, she is always doing her work, and never try to do anything extra, ones there is an old woman who is sleeping outside of their hotel, their hotel is in a tourist area, that woman looks sick, but no one dares to touch her, also there is a little boy with her, he tries to ask help from the staff, they give him food, but he is asking money for her medicine, but they refuse.
He also asks money from her, but she wanted to save money for her degree so she also refuses, but the next day she got to know that the little boy tries to steal money, but get caught, and badly beaten, while the old woman is dead, listening to this she feels too guilty, she is a sensitive person it just she is too coward, she wanted to help that little boy, but don't know how to do it.
Thankfully her coworker and she talk about this and decided to help that child, she directly goes to find out that child, seeing the police she told them everything, fortunately, the police also know this, after taking him outside, she takes him hospital and then after that with the help of her coworkers she gathers some fund and also let him studied in that school, even after doing this she can't let go her guilt, because even though the boy is now learning, he is orphan now.
If she gathers courage, and let go of her greed, maybe things are different, but later her guilt also decreases, after all, the human is just like this, they can't get sad on one thing, after all, the show must go on, But in this life, she decided to listen what people wanted to say, in this life, she decided to help those who needed, and try her best, because some hardships are better than guilt and regret.
This is also the reason she tries to listen to what her children wanted to tell her, without trying to only answer them, she listens carefully, without judging them, and due to this, they feel too safe with her.
First while making a video she makes sure to not show her children to the audience, and at the start, she tries to not show her face, but later she got to know from Mihika that her father is facing some business problems while Naren got interested in another woman, so Nikita and he have fight lots of the time, so she becomes bold and started made videos openly, it doesn't trouble her until, one week before Mihir's third birthday, her father and stepmom come to take her home, they try to act sweetly, they even find out her children, still her proud father doesn't say anything about this, and try to even talk with them but thankfully due to Mihika and even from the previous life's memory she know that they want her land, so she won't even try to printed to be a good person, and tell them not to bother her.
She even again threaten her father about her mom's death, but she sees that her father is not getting scared like the previous time, she realized that he must destroy the proof, later after some 15/16 days, some people try to make trouble for her, she knows that this must be her father's schme, but what can she do, thankfully some villagers stand by her side, and even Mihika and her new boyfriend and even her family also, she hires two bodyguard for her, but she knows it not gonna useful, so she decided to direct attack them, but that time her son stated to get nightmares, in this dreams he sees his mom and sister is no more in this world, that woman who comes with her mom's father (Meera's step mom) beat him, he also sees them to sending him the very strange place, where some children beat him, and he even doesn't get food, he is too scared due to this dreams, after two consecutive nights, he tells her mom about this.
In her past life Meera heard about past life regression theory, but she never believe her until her rebirth, and now Mihir also remember his past life, she decided to tell him the truth.
"Baby sorry, in previous life your mom is not strong, and her body is too weak so she can only give birth to you, and your sister can't able to come in this world safely, also your mom is coward and also weak so I can't properly protect you, but in this life time I wanted to protect you, I hope you will trust me again" Meera know that her son only mange to live until the age of five so he can't be able to understand lots of things, but she still try to answer his lots of question in simple language, after that her son become relax, he don't want to lost his mother again, so he don't want to go back to city, But Meera know that now they can't hide more, if they stay here maybe one day they will kill her whole family so it is better to fight back directly, so after lots of discussion they decided to leave this village, their is also the problem of money, thankfully she has Mihika.
Here Minu also has own plan, they bought TV on their second birthday, and she somewhat start to understand that every baby has both mother and father, she also sees movie Chota jawan in which a boy goes to rescue his father, so she also thinks that her father must be in city, and she needed to rescue him, so she is too excited to go city and save him.