me: boy MOVE SIDE,!...(growl)yah!(shout) (but eyes soften) why you are crying?..ok am sorry for what i don't even done. just. shhh!. if someone see you cry what will think. i bully you
he: we are in car.
me: umm- i don't think only we are in car.
he: what do you mean?
me:(turn back head)
he move his head to direction she's string at. just to get horribly surprised!
he: w-what are you doing all here! go and attend lectures
Lisa: shut up! not today! hoq dare you take her away alone!
me: don't tell me you told this all to everyone!
he: they already know about it.
me:WHAT! um am sorry gays. i don't want you to involve in this matter. so i-
jk: anyways we don't got much time. let's spend this hours.
he: and what about me?
shubhu: about you?
he: last one hour no one will follow us!
Ashu: don't dare to hurt her at this mome-
he: how can you still think like this at this time.
me: shut up i don't even know well what shall I do. am-
he: shh let's go some where.
me: but i need to understand what is this!
jk: ahh why want to study at this time. are you real? oh come on wish something today.
me: it's not birthday.
Lisa: but as we want to do something for you.
jk: any kind of food?
Ashu: place
shubhu: thing.
he: just tell us.
me: umm if you all are forcing me then umm
after sometime....
shubhu: I HATE YOU FOR THIS!
me: (smrink) just help you to jump sweetie. today i will upload your video (evil laugh)
jk: (excite) oh don't worry! you are well tied to rope.
Ashu: you just push her.
me: bitch you are next of don't jump between three seconds am gonna do same.
Lisa:EXPECTED!
after others Dane...
he: umm do i need too?
me: everyone gonna do that! we both will jump with each other's company. don't worry. i will be with you.
as shubhu done then jk and then Lisa done
he: can I get back.
me: just close eyes. or i will push like others.
shubhu: she's a psyco.
he: you said we both will jump then why me.
me: after you am going to jump look. am already all tied. just you and then me.
he: (pull me close hug me..as i lost balance..
we both start to fall. (we both are tied safe with rope but i was after him. NOT WITH HIM!
me: JEEEEEEEEEERK!
after few minutes...
me:(glare) just let me untie.
he:(laughing) um it was fun a kinda. it was really. great experience and fun
me: let me show you real fun!
staff: mam you are untied.
me: thanks. now who gonna save you jer-
he: first catch me!
jk: they both start here too!..
Lisa: god i don't know what am thinking and feeling for her now. i need to rest for while. i can't bre her
me: let's go to eat.
Ashu: as your wish.
shubhu: give me my phone back bae.
me:(showing eye) not today!.
time skip....
as we get back home. everyone start cry. hugging me.
i don't know what happening. but i decide to play along.
he: let's go.
me: were?
he: in room. i nodded.
everyone was hugging me and then wave hand..as i wave back. maybe they are hurt cause of today. but i had fun. as i get inside room i saw him on bed crying.
me: boy are you okey?
but he nodded in no. and pull me on bed hugging me..
me: yah shh don't cry.
he: don't leave me please. just think about me for once. i-i cant think life without you.
me: boy therefore i told you many times don't make me your habit. and anyways you were living fine before i come...but still am not leaving you even if i ever gone. this your heart is me. am inside your heart. you can feel it too? right.
he: i wasn't living in really. everything was there but my heart was not there. it was lost somewhere i never know.
me: um...want to eat something? let me cook something for you.
he turn to me glance at my face and nodded his head in no burying himself more in hug. he pull me close make me take him in my embarce i pat his hairs and try to push him but he start griping me tight. his hug turning tight. i kiss his forehead as his hug loosen a bit. he was still crying.
he: don't remove lips stay like that. on forehead. it feel good. let that creassing my hairs.
me:(such a big baby of mine) sleep well.
here...
he:( as we get back home. after enjoying last day with her and her friends...all start hugging her still plastering fake smile like me. i can't bare anymore while staring at them in pain and realising truth. i run inside my room not able to control my tears. i will die if it's real. why God this crule with me.. she's not your anymore. she's mine. why snatching her back. i was living dead you sent her let her show me how good it feel in light and again taking throwing back me inside dark; you hate me this much that you don't even like i was living dead so want to kill me like this. WHY! why sent her in dark world of mine if want to take her back. why you want to abuse me like this.
i hate you for doing this to me.
i don't know i was crying when i feel her presence around me in room i look
i heared her voice.
she: boy are you okey?
(OKEY? even after knowing everything how can you dare to ask me am okey or not; why your questions hurting more then truth. why care for me when you are in most pain. )
i can't bare her lossing as she came close i pull her on bed making her hug me laying a bit but still sitting. as time running my heart getting crazy, scared, my heart feel more pain. i don't know what am even feeling but the feeling am getting captivated by each second is more painful then struggles of my life. am feeling like my life crushing down like sand from hands and am unable to do anything except letting it. do painful. i want to wakeup just and found it as nightmare. but i know it's reality.
she: yah shh don't cry. (why still care for me. i don't want your care. i hate you. you said you will stay forever and leaving now.
me: don't leave me please. just think about me for once. i-i cant think life without you.
she: boy therefore i told you many times don't make me your habit.
me:(how can be life become habit. )
she: and anyways you were living fine before i come.
me:(i don't know how was i living. i was surviving not living the real life for me is with you. why don't you understand) (i hug her more tight. snuggling in her embarce
she:but still am not leaving you even if i ever gone. this your heart is me. am inside your heart. you can feel it too? right.
me: (that's how I survived before because of this heart and hopes but little did know is i wasn't living in really. everything was there but my heart was not there. it was lost somewhere i never know. now i know but it's late)
she: um...want to eat something? let me cook something for you.
me:(i turn to her glance at her that angelic face at the end of her still smile on face lovely care in eyes for me.)
i nodded his head in no burying myself more in hug. i can't lose this light...god don't please don't. don't na.
i grip her tight. she start patting my hairs and try to push me which bring me in little shoke.
i start griping her tight. she kiss my forehead pull me close. my hug loosen a bit. i want to stay like this for moments.
me: don't remove lips stay like that. on forehead. it feel good. let that hand caressing my hairs.
she:(such a big baby of mine) as your wish. sleep tight.
(only one hope remains now is sleep. hope this is nightmare.
hey. I hope I don't die without seeing you
Now that you'll not be there in front of me tomorrow How should I forget you. what should I do. my eyes don't listen to me, tell me how should I tell them. even if I try ah is it my last time to got peace for real. i close eyes her warmth scent and her soft touch and voice making me sleepy burying my pain somewhere and relaxing me. my eyes are heavy and heart is clam but my brain is hurting cause of it. and her effect on me making my brain numb. i don't know how to explain myself. i can't. am fighting against sleep to keep her in my tight hug close but i don't think am able anymore. i want to lost in dream.
TIME SKIP...
i open my eyes...when i feel my body shaking ...
i getup and quickly turn my right side. but saw empty bed. jm was only person who was standing next to me on left side. i was Panic now..i getup surching her. jm was confused.
jm: what are you surching? where is she? i want to talk about something.
me: she was here in my hug..were she leave?.
ah i-i lost her.
i run down saw her friends who sit there crying.
me: were is she?
Ashu: sir take her before some time.
jm: why you all are crying? jisso you don't tell them truth?
jisso: i just come now. after surching this pendrive from your damn car.
jm: oh ok. umm everyone attention here. i have great news first stop cry.
jisso: well your angel not gonna die. its fake.
Ashu: sir told us with there toung.
jisso: sir and she is doing something and they both lied.
me: what? how we trust you?
jm: bro i have proof. look this pendrive. now go and bring Her. and stop that cry.
shubhu: but why lie?
jm: she must have reason. by the way were is she?
Lisa: sir before 15 minutes take her away.
HERE...
me: it was really wierd why everyone was crying today. hum..everyone hiding something from me.
(my phone ring)
rm:(take before me) umm let me have until you complete task.
me: well this is diffrent hospital then we used to go why?
rm: it was practice now this one is for real task. any other question.
me: nah.
rm:(am sorry to lie. but i want to help you out )
i have good plans for you now.