here...
me: i didn't have told him. he must be judging me now. he must be thinking am stupid or idiot. whatever it is. let's face what's next. ah why don't he react. ah may be i open front of wrong person. (splash water on face)
let's go out. at a count of 3 girl.
1
2
3 i open door.
saw him no were. i sigh
ahh why even am expecting him here.
i must be crazy to talk like that. i want to leave from here but i can't. that damn Sign on papers.
i can explore garden though having sometime with nature
i get inside garden...to roam around...and get some fresh air. but i saw him sitting thinking about something.
i should act normal. why he want to make things complicated i don't know.
let's get back room. i don't want to face him. his staying away after hearing me. but why?
i thought he will understand me but seems he don't.
(i get inside kitchen. saw maids no were i checked rooms also. )
were are they.
i get back towards him and tap his shoulder.
he look up still sealed lips.
me: were are maids?
he: why it matter?
me: just answer me.
he: i send them back for few days to meet their family mark had torture them. they need to go.
so what about dinner.
he: (he was staring at me up) i don't know.
me: ok.
( suddenly rain come and I want to resolve my grief like always I stand in cold rain soaking but his confession and this heat driving his charm on me the exorcism his performing on me..but I get back on sense leaving I don't wanna trust ...but he grab hand
he: am going to office for urgent work wanna come with me?
i look down with serious look
me: really?
he: yes. instead getting bored at home alone.
me: ok. let's go! wait a little let me look good.
he:(grab wrist) you are.
me: am talking about makeup. let me fix it..
he: um..ok. go fast.
i get back in room fixing myself.
and come out.
(damn did he plan to kill me today by wearing suit. )
he turn to me and smile appare on his face. really i can't understand this boy.
he come close. grab hand dragging me with him but he stoped on track. his lips parted.
he pull out rose from pocket and handed me.
i look up at him. he was looking away. i take rose and clip to hairs. ah i like flowers to clip on hairs. they look beautiful.
he turn to me gazing me. i smiled.
me: thanks
he nodded. and drag to car.
we sit inside.
he turn on music player. oh damn it's my fevoraite song!
here...
he:(she push me leave in washroom. ) ahh why don't i take action! what will she think now. she open front of wrong person.
suddenly my phone ring..
i nodded.
me: yah i will come.
suddenly i bump with maids..
me: yah what-
M1: sir we want to have talk!
i hear them out how they explain..i was shoked. and maybe pity for them. i let them go. a smile appare on face thinking now we both are here only.
i came to garden and sit. digesting what she said. nah! that was too heavy confession i heared. i don't know how to react. but i have plan. i will make things all right now.
i should take her with me before her friends come. anotherly her friends again make her steps back from me.
suddenly she tapped my shoulder. i look up. she was asking..were are maids? so i said
me: why it matter?
she: just answer me.
me: i send them back for few days to meet their family mark had torture them. they need to go.
she make o shape face.
she: so what about dinner.
he: i don't know.
she: ok.
( suddenly coulds thunder ...as we both getup i run inside quickly but stop as don't find her behind me....
i turn to notice her
she was staring at sky with bright eyes. as she slowly move drenching in heavy rain smile on face...( again turning into charming innocent goddess i would worship one thing to notice if she is sad rain will pour or atleast sky will be gloomy,my charming godess directing wind and rain...my destincy in black dress such a witch i can see pain in her marble eyes...and start reading her mind ( my one got restless mind)
she: (heart yearns in this pouring rain
my heart yearns to be loved
Why doesn't my heart leave the well
My heart is thirsty even in this rain )
he:( my lips parted recalling the sudden confession knowing she is scared of love but want to be loved, my beloved ...you desurve love see through my eyes how much i love you )
she: ( if this ain't love then what is it
My heart is restless in front of everyone
A crazy lover is searching everywhere
For the gift of love from his beloved)
i was staring at her as she glance at me smiling....her wet skin with her cloths tightly wrapping around her, smooth white part of dress showing her skin but black embarcing her tightly and red make her look marvelous .her lips and body is fresh calling me to have her she look soo beautiful naturally fresh gosh...my mind.....her chest is open with white but her beauty is hided by black her hands her neck when she look up...i start steping towards her slowly...as she spining slowly in rain...her beauty calling me with her open messed hairs...i was still listening to her thoughts...my eyes stuck on her i slowly back hug her...she gasp for my touch and i too when our chest collabs just thin wall of white fabric between us, we both look up socking in heavy rain our heartbeats high..
i slowly lean on her neck sniffing her pressing my lips against her shivering body slowly griping her tight...my heart yearn to touch you yearns to love you the way i always dreamed...i slowly move hand down from her neck to chest she was griping her dress in sensetions.....i wanna do very dirty with this diety..but i manage to hold myself moving more down squeezing curves...she nodded in no gently fighting against her emotions and me too i squeez her curves hard in sensetions as our body rubbing her eyes are closed i slide hand more down on her think thighs slaping them...rubbing my bare palm over her cloths she grip my hand
i want to set free her from thirst we holding for each other, i slowly removed my shirt pressing her against me hard gosh....the warmth the ora...ummmmm...i slowly cover her eyes losing her zip kissing her back she fold legs sitting in rain biting her lips,
as my lips pressing against her back she is biting lips gasping she was sitting front of me more like between my legs in my back hug ....i wanna control jerk inside me but i want to love you more then holding myself back, i slide my hands inside her top on tummy ziping dress she gasp the way she is reacting the music i wanna hear,....i squeez her tummy like monster biting her skin...
she:(the crazy wind is blowing everywhere
It's great fun to be drenched with my beloved
My steps are slipping in this rainy weather want to collab in ur arms. this exorcism of him continue like this...)
he:( i smile...as i toss her turning hugging her tight from front...gentaly cupping her face she put one hand on ground to balance i was on her sitting in rain soacking
her eyes turn soft teary....as her thoughts plead to me...
she:( look over here, this beautiful girl is restless
She has her eyes set on the path
If you ask me the truth
Then both our hearts are restless i know..
They're restless for the very first time in this great weather,...our eye meet with each other gosh i don't want to lose this contact..i slide hand up on her shoulder she gulp
i start kissing her gentaly pulling her close pressing my lips against her ...this unknown feelings with fload of sensetions turning us mess i slowly push her getting on her lying kissing her...wispering i love you only you, love you soo much get on her neck biting it but she push me....getting back on sense...her teary eyes glance at me getting up to run away but i getup grabbing her hand)
he: am going to office for urgent work wanna come with me? my love
(say yes say yes say yes i don't want to keep you with your friends. )
i look down with serious look
she: really? (why expression like this. she will say no i think. damn.)
me: yes. instead getting bored at home alone. i close eyes staring down waiting for her answer.
she: ok. let's go! wait a little let me look good.
(look good. she's already good. and her friends will start to come back as it's about to 4:50
me:(grab wrist) you are.
she: am talking about makeup. let me fix it..
me: um..ok. go fast.
she leave.
i saw beautiful rose bloomed in garden. i picked. maybe helpful to make up with her.
i get back after her chenging dress and come out. damn why today so beautiful. Kai was right when he was pricing her with compliments.
i just turn to her and smile appare on my face. really i can't understand this girl. what magic she done.
i come close to her.....my heart beats are so loud then always. am i doing any kind of mistake taking this beauty with me. i mean i don't want any other man admire her. but i want everyone know you are mine.
i grab her hand dragging her with me.
but i stoped on track. what shall I say or do.
i pull out rose from pocket and handed her
she turn her face staring at me. can't she understand her eyes drives me crazy today if i stare you will be responsible for next .
i look away. as she turn face i turn back again watching her she cliped rose in hairs..and it add more beauty in her. i bite lips. she like to clip flowers in her head. i should remember this.
i don't realise i was gazing her up and down. i just can't stop my eyes & heart
i smiled at her.
she: thanks
i nodded dragging her quickly towards car
we sit inside.
i saw in car mirror her friend coming back. and rise hand to stop i quickly start car. and turn on music player. damn..i forget to make rule. when she's with me no one bother us. how can be i this fool.
i saw her humming song enjoying music..she stoped her littl moves, that singing as our eye met. we both staring into each other's eyes..she gulped..again turn to me...as again our eyes met and my leady again start little move and singing! not caring am staring at her. i decide to join her...we both were matching rhythms....signing while switching lyrics.
but song end.. and my eyes wided when heart broking sad song appeared. she start looking away sad...and you know fact sad song was this sad that it was complimenting her sad situations..i face palmed switching song. and next song was worst then before. she turn to me hate in eyes..i gulped quickly turn off music player.
me: ah a we are close to office. she nodded.
i stoped car as she get off and i too.
i grab her hand interwide our fingures.
walking
but she was griping my fingures again like pulling my hands again and again. i notice. her steps are small. ah my doll..i forget am not alone. i start matching our steps and am feeling like we are walking in garden.
(ah damn my cheeks don't show what i feel.
as we reach to elevator the main elevator i used need repair. i sigh and turn to local one.
we get inside. standing. and my eyes wided when peoples start inter inside....lots of peoples she was steping back and i was gliding in corner of lift! grabbing her shoulder.
as in the end i was pinned to lift wall. she was hugging me tight as few more peoples welcoming inside. she look scared. i was biting lips everything happen for good. damn shecs hugging so tight and because someone was making space to stand she get pushed on me more. it's just we have less space.
they are 12 peoples and we two. wow lift start...
until we reach on my floor she was sticked to me like this. which make me feel better. i needed this hug if her. as i pat her shoulder she look up. steping back. i smiled..more like smrink which she responds with her swag. damn that swag steal my heart.
i grab her hand again...walking inside.
met secretary.
she start telling me. ah i have meeting.
i turn back to her. saw her looking around at staffs and staffs were staring at her CONTINUOUSLY.
if i take her to cabine she left alone. in room i think i should let her explore this place.
me: babe
she turn to me glance me down to up turn face.
me: ah..why react like this..i turn faces side at staff realised staff gossiping. and shecs embarrassed. i smrinked.
me: darling! listen here. she turn to me shoked.
she: i have name too!
me: and i have sweet names for you too.
she turn side.
she: listening.
me:am in meeting. you can explore the area if want them make new staffs as new friends and have problem then can call me.
she nodded.
i get close kiss her forehead. i heard peoples gasped...
i smiled as she try to move side. so embarrassed.
she: we re in office.
me: and you re not part of office.
she sigh.
she: leave before i also give you return gift.
i nodded watching her angry but shy face. ah i can't leave her standing like this.
i take her to empty desk place. she sit.
i start walk away. i call my one gard saying keep eyes on her until i attend meeting.
he nodded.
as i start attending meeting.
after sometime....
meeting gose well. i getup shaking hands. and turn on my phone and my eyes wided 12 calls from my gard. and 8 calls from her.
i decide to call gard.
me: hello what happen
gard: sir madam need you right here.
i nodded cutting call and run fast out were were is she! ah i forget to ask were she if not here towards desk then! i turn to phone is dead. i need to recharge. i don't have option left in not on this floor then were?
i start climbing down stairs checking floors.
and i stoped when i heared her scream!