he: you still dont get it. who i am. i thought your attitude will change after knowing who i am.
me: i want to really leave now!
he: just DARE!
me: i will. who are you to stop me.
as i realised he already released hug i take chance to get far from him keeping distance between us.
ahh everything is messup up here.
he:(little getup) clam down. dont think to much that am unable to listen.
me: listen? what much huh!..
he:(deep breath) oh come on. lets talk about it later. let me sleep.
me: go on and sleep.. bye.
he: were do you think you are going?
me: i dont know.
he: go on if you can
me: what can you do? i start walk
and realise i turn back when i realise he move.
he:(bright smile after chckle) for now! can lock the door
he getup grabing my small figure and again drag to bed.
and lye... i try to grtup but his one hand is enough to stop me now cause of small figure of mine..
he get close to ear (sniffing) even if you want (pause) or not (smile) cant run away from me.
me: is that threatening
he: nah!. just truth.
he pull me towards his stomuch.. in embrace.
he: ah... finally back to home. i miss you so much.
me: m-move side...
he: i thought your short hight is too controlable for me.
he closed his eyes dont even let me struggle...
after a minute door open with burst sound making open eyes...
mark: lets go.
he: were?
mark: not talking with you.
mark grab my hand.
he:(grab another hand) were do you think taking her?
mark: i have more right. you cant stop me. mark pull me. taking back to room.
i sleep on small bed he create for me.
but i still can feel gaze on me.. i look left side towards his bed.
mark was staring at me but lost in thoughts.. with serious face. (scary)
as he notice am staring back he smile. and close eyes.. (ah today what happen that scares me..
i just think i shouldn't be here today...
here....
john:(crying while sitting beside river.)
???: i hear what happen today...
he turn back while getting up from place
???: parents was only precious you have..i can feel you.
john: they done all this for my good. i was tamed under this royality.
???: i know. wanna cut this roots who keep you in shadow.
john: (nodded.)
???:(smile) lets give them more pain then you feel today.
she grab hand dragging him away from river taking him in dark with her...
here...
me: ahh the hack. finally i want him and this happen...am scared now.
here.....
mark: you should sleep tomorrow you are coming with me in function
me: to witness something worse.
mark: dont act like you are scared. if you were scared you never behave like this.
me:like this?
mark: your heart just found reason to stop you. if you really had hate this.. you must be crying remembering that scene. or think about it. but you are just blaming us for what happen. but for truth is part of you dont even care for what happen today... i never know how hurtless humans can be. but today i saw... humans from that sides have this crule side.. i wonder how crule is your side which you hide still.
mark: after witnessing today what happen we dont even eat. from afternoon am and from morning them.. are not able to do work properly but you are doing your work properly.
i heared... humans from that sides are crule enough to close eyes for ignoring what sin happening front of them.. if its not connected to them or with whom they care.. and it sounds truth today.
me: shut up please.
mark: truth is bitter. it was'nt related to you enough so you dont care.. well thats how destincy should be..cause you need to face more worse then this in journey.
me: am normal
mark: still want to lie with yourself. then lie! lie with yourself thats what you can do always.... lie but truth never changes.. i heared those humans are too emotional for the person they love.. am wondering how much lucky that person must be who stand beside you.. cause you can do anything for that love. can show deep dark sea for him..
me: you are talking to much.
mark:(deep breath) the way you always react still with us with that attitude of your's.. peoples must think you are crazy but thats what is your power.. playing role of fool.
me: what do you even know about me?
mark: rigid past. victim... watcher.. broken.. or what? ah ah... clam and wise in situations when its related to you...
me: what are you talk-
mark: shh.. just listen. when you come inside basement you were clamed.. its natural scream happen but after that wisely thinking next move. and saying leave john. wow...and plus giving reason to stop.. very well. duality is your specialty i heared right.
knowing about your sides are more amazing then i thought. at breakfasttable you said you have more sides.. still no tears.. whole time you dont even release drop of tear from your eyes... am interested to get to know about you now...good night... i have no dubt why you hide your cup from everyone and waiting for only one. to stay
he get back to sleep.
i look down.. his wrong. his words shouldn't hurt me... nah it must be trap. i should sleep..lets not think too much about anything.. what's gonna happen will happen.. i just need to face and become string for next... i fall a sleep next morning i wakeup.. wakeup by gaze.
i flinch by his face.
mark: shh its me. maifs take her and clean..
after sometime...
maid put me back on table.
mark: lets go. to eat breakfast.
he put me on shoulder as we reach down he put me on table.. and my eyes met with jerk.
he come and sit beside me..
food come i start eat.. (its not my favorite.) both read her face..
mark: take this i buy from outsid-
he: take this i made for yo-
both stared at each others faces...
i gulped.....all i want is check my shoe laces... and run out from here... but i can imagine only. cause i can not jump from table nor run away from two brothers. thry will catch mr at any cost. its their area. suddenly ara come watching them both and then me
ara: ah.. a... doll
i look up.
me:(they dont seems bad..but mind stoping. even if they are right... i should accept the conclusion...)
me: what?
ara: i want to eat cake? want to have some... i look behind.. same faces.. (i should focus on what's happening now)
me: ok. i jumped towards her before their hands reached to grab me back... ara pull me getting up.
ara: bye boys...
we come out... and reach to shop.. she put me on table.
we start eating...
she was staring at me.
me: ask me.
ara: what?
me: just ask me..and tell me. you bring me here so you have questions.. and you want to tell me something...
ara: i thought you will be upset still.. well do me favor
me: whatever.
ara: lets start then...