i was walking to her and i put hand on her shoulder she turn to me and suddenly she yell as my foot sliped and i fall into very big pit. i found this dream very realastic like i really fall down but when
i open my eyes in shoke i found mysef in wooden room and saw him warriedly staring at me
he: w-what happen babe why you shaked in fear like your scared!
me: a nothing but who scream?
he: scream?who? look around everyone is sleeping pacefully. and i also dont hear any scream.
i getup and take a glance of room saw evryone sleeping pacefully
(he smile at me warmly while cupping my left cheek and said)
he: i think its your nightmare.
and dont be scared as long as i am with you no one can harm you!
me: yah cause no one is more harmful then you!
he smile at me more instade of turning angry
(he again pull me in his embarrace more deep)
and start patting my hairs while smiling! to make me fall sleep
but after a minute i stop filling patting on my head i look up and saw this boy already fall into sleep before me(was he try to make me sleep or want to make himself fall a sleep)
i cant stop stared at his face. his like magnet to me. a magnet who atrract a miracles may be.
but i am scared to get attract towards you and you make me like this. how can you put your love as bet. i hate you!
i hate when my heart beats for you.
i hate when i fill secure ,safe relaxed with you
i hate everyday fall for you
i hate myself wishing for you all the time. i hate to be unable to hate you. why eveything in my life is mess like this. nothing is able to make sense in my life. i really kept my imaginations thought lots of memorys for us in a dream jar of my. i desire lots of i want to do when i meet but you-...even dont love me. maybe i was thinking right. once i meet you....you will also hate a girl like me! (who could fall for girl like me) and i respect your dicision to hate me and show me false love to make me fall in your trap! why evrything happening this way. why it wasnt happening as i desire! ....
dont worry! if its false love then i will make you fall for me this time and leave from your life like nothing! cause i am BET!) i forgive but i never forget what peoples done! (this is my bad habit and i love this habit)
i push him side but my hands start crassing his cheek playing with his hairs. my eyes admiring him my lips craving for fill his ( i hate cause my body my mind also get controled by you)
i move out of room (for fresh air..what if he really love me? no how can anyone love there bet!)
i stand starring at sky. it always chill me down. i still can remember the days when i was staring at sky while thinking about you. and after that long lost inside four walls not allow to stared at sky. not sun nor moon. in toxic atmosphare around me who hurt me daily. evryday i cry. evryday i fill.alone if you want to make me bet why do you make me fall!.
look i am filling free from cage this freedom. i can stared at sky as much as i want. and it chill me down. after a minute when i fill relaxed i start glancing around and sudden little light in dark catch my attention. i start follow and after few steps it lead me to the beautiful scenery. lots of fireflyes in night roming around
like its there festival time!
i sit on grass watching them when
fly try to approch me and i let them.
i was busy in festival of fireflyes until...
???: yah who are you?
i turn and saw somone in dark i get up taking defense pose ready to fight
he start approching me as i tighten my fist to attack on him
as he come out from dark and moonlight flash on his face
i saw a good looking boy approching me.
he approch me and stand to face me
???: what are you doing by standing like this!
(no no! its not like that but his sudden quetion make me embarressed. i stand properly looking down...
he: a beautiful girl like you shouldnt be out here at this late
me:(wow is he call me beautiful) (i sit back staring at fireflyes as he sit next to me!
me: well! why dont you ask god
???: why god? (confused)
me: cause he send me here at this late to make us meet
(dont mind me but my flirty mode turn on. good looking boys always make me turn on my charm )
???:(he smile) well. i never thought god love me this much! well what is your name?
me: why? you want to marry me?
???: if you insist and god aprove then-
suddenly his words get cut off by stern angry voice behind us
we turn behind and saw my jerk!
who was glaring at me!
he: who is he now!
( he ask me)
me: well .....BABY!😉( i like when people fill jelious for me! and get possesive and protective for me and turn aggrasive boys. i just love this concept)( he grab my hand pulling me towards him to face him( his grip on my wrist was tight enough to make me realise he is scared to lose me)
he: DONT DARE TO CALL SOMONE AGAIN BABY EXCEPT ME. anotherly i will cut that toungr off of your! (even thought this is Threatning i still love. lets play along!)
me: who are you now? to do that!
he:soon you get to know! now lets go from here i cant take risk to leave you with somone alone!(he said while glaring at that boy and pull me towards him
wow! i like the scene happening) he:(with more aggrassive voice)who's name even dont know
he was about to leave with me but suddenly that boy grab my hand! pulling me back
???: hey dont hurt a BEAUTIFUL girl like her. respect her and mind your language while talking with her
when this boy said beautiful to me
i can clearly see his anger increases!
me:(while puting hand on that boy's shoulder)
me: yes he shouldnt! your right! I am with you
he start glaring at me!