jk: your with her this is the biggest reason i am worried about her(he said glaring back to him)
he: whatever!(and your her besti this is main reason i am worried about her)
jk leave
here....
me:(still struggling unaware about there glares and talk trying hard to relase from his grips suddenly he relase grips on me
i quickly move side rolling opposite direction until my back bump with wall
i glance evrywere found my besti sleeping with kai and about this jerk...
he is thinking about something (sad serious face) looking down in lyeing position
uff his pinch on waist momma its paining
i close my eyes to sleep but i again open right eye to take look what he is doing now but suddenly his eyes fell on me and his eagle glary eyes catch me taking look as he roll towards me i try to getup while panicking when i saw him rolling towards me but i was late he traped me between wall and hand his eyes are sharp gazed i start looking down i hatr to admit but i am scared!
without saying something he grab my chin and force me to stare into his eyes but i shuffered his hand and turn towards wall facing wall...but next was just make my body shiver
his one hand slide down under my head making me rest my head on his hand and with help on that hand cover my mouth i start trying to relase but his grip was tight and with other hand grab my waist i close my eyes in fear my mind stop processing i only can sense fear and some kind of sensetion that are crazy ,tingly and sweet my heart is beating like somone tied him front if railway track and it hear a railway horn and he is struggling for life.
his hand smoothly slid towards waist making me gasp but mouth is coverd i start sturggle moving i gtab his hand trying to scrach, pinch and even bite but his so strong i am still struggling
he: shhh! dont move! (he wisper in cold deep voice that i like deep voice and its kinda attractive also
wait what the hell i am thinking lucky me his unable to read my mind anyways but with his voice still my body shiver under his cage and his voice.
i sturggle but my strughle only make him grip on me more
i am though still struggling i hate when my heart beat. i am scared of love. i always try to run away from emotions. if i fill something for somone i start try to hate that person or ignore him or try to hate him...no its not like i dont want love. who dont want love but i am scared of breaking my heart...i am scared to fill someone care and love for me! (why i am even like this understanding myself is impossible for me! my brain think logical and heart is just emotional
and about me i am just unpredictable ha ha ha ...i hate only his deep voice make my body numb what hapoen with his touch and stares)
suddenly he pull me closer
while pushing me towards wall decreasing distance between us.
suddenly i fill his breaths in my ears and his lips touching my ear giving me sensetion my body fill munb under his cage bloor rush increases in body cheeks burning like someone slap them and my heart filling like finally train is near to him ...my breaths are unconsious and i dont know its tangly and crazy fillings inside whole body. in stomuch butterflys playing world cup match thought .
and my logical mind just forget his logical sense and his fainted
but i am still struggling like pray struggle even thought predector catch him...
but his grip on me tighten i try to make noise but he griped more my mouth! (i think he civer my mouth so i am unable to call for help from kai and friends )
i am still on sense until he again speak in ear near about to wisper
he: i love when you show rough and hard he said griping on me making my struggle stop
finally train pass on my heart i xan fill that ...
i am thinking what should i do..
until...