I start stared at her but she again push me and gonna run but this time grab her hand very tightly and push her towards bed. Again under me in lying position her. Were my grip leave red mark on her wrist. Agh enough now(i cant let her run towards her lover! Enough! She is mine accept or not! If she try to think about other i should remind her about me! Its not wrong!)i pull her towards me and catch her lips with mine a sudden magical rush run through my body as our lips touches like this whole world around us is stoped) i start pulling her into a kiss were she start move so i grab her both wrists of hands and start pulling her close to me! With force we both are on our knees but her moves making me lose my grips again. On her! I grab her shoulder from her back and start forcing her to get into kiss she wasnt kissing me but after getting out of breaths she start kissing me back but still i didnt broke the kiss cause i dont want after this long time i am filling this. I miss her lips i miss her so much, her soft plumpy lips only made to paired with me . I dont know what spell she did on me, or what vodoows doll ritual she did on me that i went crazy for her. She start trying to run i grab her back and forcefully push her towards bed.
i get close to her neck(agh! This her musk scent always drive me crazy its wild scent and her own natural one. God gifted to her when i inheale scent. I lost my mind! This scent take over my mind and make me fall for her more! And her this soft neck! I start leaving wet butterflies kisses shower on her neck(i really miss those touches this fillings inside me so much! Her touch ignite sun inside me. My cheeks and body start to burn i can fill whole atmosphere is warm! I can fill sudden rush through my body. Butterflies effect in body. My legs are little numb. And her touches.. Ah i am filling a crazy. But sweet sensetion through my whole body! I close my eyes while showring her neck with kisses. My breaths are unconscious and my heart is pumping so fast like its gonna explode!
I was busy in enjoying this rush inside me until i fill her hitting my chest hardly while grabing my shoulder (she was interrupting me from this filling
why? Cause she want to leave with her lover! No its never gonna happend now)i quickly grab her both wrists with my hand and with help of other hand pull my tie from neck and start my tie tighting on her wrists packing her hands. And tied her hands to the bed! And again start kissing her.( i cant get enough of her. Ahhh! My jerk! I cant control him i set him free now! Let him hunt now!
While pulling her into rough hursh kiss my hands start moving around her waist. Want to fill her every curve. She again start struggling while i was kissing so i bite her lips making it bleed little bit but still this stubborn girl aint giving up and nor kissing me back (cause i am not him right na!) i grab her soft tummy. And start squishing it why your so soft i start burrying my face in her small tummy leaving soft kiss. I start rubbing my cheeks with her she's so soft
I want to admire her from so close but when i saw her face. Her eyes catch my attention her eyes are plading to me to stop, like she's scared from me.. Her eyes are wet. If i stared at her eyes little long definitely i will give up on her. I quickly start finding something to cover eyes. Cause i dont want to give up on her. Not i cant let her go! I found my riped shirt i grab it and tied it as a blindfold. Her gasps. Screams make my jerk more attracted towards her. I close my eyes ready to attack on her.
Her scent make me crazy. I get towards her neck inhealing her scent and losting again and again in this tickling sensetions..i start kissing biting sucking her shoulders and neck, i swear i cant get enough of this girl i and thought i never will be! I was lost in those sensetions so deeply but this stubborn girl snap back me again and again by her struggling why dont just give up, cause you want him not me.. (it makes me angry) i get near to her and grab her sleeves and with one forced i riped her sleeves and start attacks on her.
She's still struggling so i decide to leave my body pressure on her to stop her movements and as i expected she stop sturggles..now its time to make her mine For forever(i open my belt )but she again start struggling so much so to stop her i leave my remaining body pressure and get towards her dress ready to riped it and tour into pices.( i found it right that make her mine in this way cause i cant see her with somone else then me! And i should havr done this before so she never think about anyone. And my mind and heart both are saying force her do this step up in this connection so you wan'nt regrat like before.. But in deep corner of my heart i part of hear want to stop me. I know she's scared of this stuff. So much. She is an angel a pure angel who is innocent wait.... or maybe not innocent also. But this is wrong(why my heart want to stop! Its normal for me. Then why i am hesitanting about her why i cant just do as i always Do! No i should step up this connection) i take a deep breath and gonna rip her dress.. But her yelling loudly in one breath snap me back on reality. I stoped what was i am doing and jumoed down on bed.
(she yelled loudly i am rapeing her. Hey how can i just rape her who i love and want with me.(she was akready scared of this stuffs and still i was forcing her how can i? What was wrong with me)i quickly jumped off from bed and saw her condition.. My riped shirt was wet. Her hands were tied to bed were her wrists have red wounds her riped sleeves. Her bleeding lips which are shuttering.. Her body shivering so much (hey i wasnt this rough with anyone like this before. What was wrong with me? She's right i was just rapeing her. Forcefully. My eyes get teary i quickly start untieing her.. When i untied her hands i saw red skin.. Like her sturggling was so much. And it makes me realise i was so much forcing her.. I untied her blindfold and saw her red puffed eyes.. Who has lots of heat for me now! (i was scared to lose her but her eyes starring at me with this much hate that i am filling like i already lost her) i quickly cover her with blancket and hug her.. (still scared to lose her) she start pushing me and telling me to leave.. And we start talk. Yah her words her eyes telling me truth.. I was one who dont trust on her! She was controlling her tears. And kick me off from bed.. And start screaming by telling me leave. I am not able to leave her but when she said she will harm her i decide to leave her.. And get out of room. Towards garden crying hard for what i did.. I decide to let her give some time! I will make everything alright again! From now i will try to be best....
After sometime i get back into my room and start trying to sleep but remembering again and again about today dont let me sleep. I grab pillow hugging it but this pillow is not enough give me sleep into pieces also... I always sleep in pices not like her once fall into sleep and leave world alone. I never get enough sleep cause of this but with her i always get my complete comfty sleep. But when i was far from her i got sleep in pices..but with her always forget about world and lost into a dreamland were dreamed about our future life. Lots of kids around us we are playing with them a big beautiful house we are sitting in garden. I am trying to teach my students manners and me and our kids are helping me to rick you... But your the one who is making our kids like you. And they are tricking me back with you! And there are lots of pets and our house is surrounded by nature only no one is around us to stared at her happiness. And do something to destroy. Lots of flowers around us. I am desiring everything in my dream about us and our future planning how our life will be. But today what i do make me regrat. I want you. What have you done on me!
I get into her room half closing my eyes and again found this girl again forget to lock her door like always.. I locked the door and get near to her and saw her angelic sleeping face. Again madam sleeping like there is no tomorrow. I get near to her and hug her while saying sorry. For today. And in few minute's i fall into slrep while hugging her tightly.
When next morning i get wakrup by her scream. And before i turn to her she already kicked me off from bed(oh her habit for jerks like me I remember.)