themself.anyways)
After getting back we both are laughing. Now also.
About that rock we kick it out in corner of road.
As we come back saw both of them sitting (yes yes i am talking about my jerk and bestfriend they both are behaving so diffrent after getting here.
I am still disappointed with my jerk. But i think his one pure sorry can work it out i thought. But he should realize frist how he talk.
As we get back they both Start stared towards us.
We get towards them and sit.
Me:wait here i am thirsty i got some water for us.
(i start walk but again turn.)
Me:ah ha ha ha. Can anyone tell me were is the kitchen
Kai: oh this girl.
Jk:let me take you as he start coming towards me but before him this jerk grab my hand and start walk. As i start walk (between both of us there is lot of scilence present)
( i think we both want to talk but we both are out of words) he drag me to kitchen as i got water.
Me:a..um thanks. Now i can return back. Now there is no need to help me
He:..u..um am.. S-
Me:ok bye. I start walking. As my back is facing him.
He grab my hand and pull me to face him again
Me: what are you-
He:um.lets talk....i want to talk with you.
( Actually i want that he talk with me and we clear it in easy way. But i dont think i should take this so easy for him cause he should get to know that he shouldnt have talk like that he even hurt me his grips on hand was tight enough to hurt me were my wrists are paining with red mark on it, so i should have make him uneasy to make things all right again am i right na? )
Me: ah i dont think there left need to talk about(i said while starring down is am right or not! )
(as he chckled)
He:are you sure about it(he said while coming close to me with each and every step) were my heart start pounding like it will explode at any time i start trying to steps back as i try to run or walk away but he dont let me.
(no i should be brave he should get to know and be in realization position).
Me:(while facing his dark pairs of eyes with mine sharp angry eyes)
Yes there is no talk left now let me go (my hands are blocked cause of water i contain in jar with glass on it.)
He start steps back after meting with my bold eyes and look.
As i start smiling like this situation is under my control and start steps towards him.)
He:(while smoothing his eyes)how much time your going to be mad on me like this?
Me:.....
(what with this question now. How can this dude ask me this question excuse me! Is he trying to change topic)
He:(with little smrink on face)so now tell me how much time huh
(he tilted his face one side and start again steps close to me)
( i again start myself steping back)
Me: (while taking deep breath and gaining courage ) its DEPEND on YOU! ( i said with bold look as he again step back while looking down as i was again steped towards him(with little bit angry look)
(he again lifted his face up)
He: i told you already i do get jelious but you still doing same thinks again and again and again)
(he said while again gaining his power over me and steping towards me as i was backwards from his words yes he did told but wait..)
Me:(with sad but bit angry face) who are you to stop me from this or getting jelious over me huh?
He again get steps back while looking down.
I again steped towards him making him more curious and confused about his mind) (i start smiling cause now i am on high)
He:(while again facing my eyes)
I am your JERK! As he again start steps towards me. I start my steps back.
He:yes i am your jerk. And i have complete right to get jelious over you. And you should be the one who is responsible cause i told you how i fill but still you get close to him and what were you leave to somewere to play with him. Even after knowing that how will i fill.(as he smashed his hands side of me while trapping me into his little cage who make me uncomfortable. He start starring into my eyes whating to give answer or take back from fight as he will win)
Me: why? WHY! I should huh? I also already told you he's my best friend and i have right to hangout with him. And as i can share my things secrets and even lov-
(he start kissing me again (so....basically this jerk again taking advantage of situation cause my hands are blocked so i cant push him. As he's kiss start deeper..(were his eyes are angry and dark and were his and mine cheeks are completely red filling this crazy electric sensetion inside our body were in stomuch butterflies effects are happening we both are getting cray for each other.. as my legs start getting numb cause of this crazy senetion all atmospheres fill so hot right now. we are burning in a diffrent crazy fire inside our hearts. but its not right for us. i thought
I cant push him cause his hands start roming on neck to my cheeks and then his both hands again start traveling down from shoulders to my brachium grabing them tightly in his grip while pushing them towards wall again and again cause i am trying to move again.
he again grab my shoulders and push me towards wall hurshly were he start getting close to me. As i am trying not to kiss back and try to stop decreasing distance between us by puting water jar between us. So i dont have any other options left now i open my eyes and As i bite his lip so hard to make him stop as he get back off his steps. (wiith angry face)
Me: you! So this is what you want to talk huh, good! (i yelled on him)
What do i can expect from jerk like you.
You just know how to take advantage of someone RIGHT!
As i again try to walk away
But he again pin me to the wall little hurshly
as some water drops on his shirt and on my chest.
He: i dont want to take advantage i swear!
He: its just i cant let you share my love with someone else then me what even if his your bestfriend. And listen here i never ever let you. share. my. love. with. someone. ELSE! .
And About talk i just want to say.
Sorry for talk with you like that thats what i want to talk. But you always saw me like i always try to take your advantage. Huh.
Is that i am this much BAD in your EYES huh
Me:....( i am out of words i dont want to answer i didnt mean that he's bad in my eyes but still now also he just take my advantage how i supposed to think huh. this was hursh. i never ever saw him bad in my eyes cause i fall in love with him. but still i cant let him