And just like that... you disappeared without any warning.
You disappeared as if it was nothing.
Just when the days when I misses you the most comes;
You disappeared as if a magician flicked their wand on you for you to begone.
My sanity disappeared with you.
My heart finally have been broken by you.
My hope to be able to see you fades away.
As the magician flicks their wand, I've lost what I have found.
I want to yell at the magician who made you vanish.
I want to tell them these harmful words in my mind.
I want them to feel my rage when you disappeared.
But then I remembered... you volunteered.
I wish I could tell the magician to turn back the time;
Back from when everything between us is fine;
Back from the time when we still talk with each other;
But then again... was there really a time when there's an "us"?
I guess were both just an audience in a magician's show.
Maybe you were only a part of the magician's work.
I guess I'm just a fool one from the guests of the night.
Maybe I'm just a fool who wishes to the magician to bring you back and reverse the magician's work.
12-14-2022
23:13