Trapped in someone's "I love you".
Trapped inside my guilt of hurting someone who tells me that he "loves" me.
The mistakes that I've done from the very beginning
Was the very reason I'm tied to him.
He told me that he's sorry and it's his fault.
He told me that he don't want to lose me again.
He told me that he's comfortable talking to me.
He said that he loves me.
I am wrapped around his fingers,
And I think he's wrapped around mine as well.
Because he always apologizes at me,
Every time I point out something about him that I don't like.
He said that he misses me.
He said that he loves me so much.
He said that I'm the source of his happiness.
Little does he know that he's draining mine.
I'm too nice to say "no".
I'm too sensitive to hurt someone.
I'm too understanding not to leave.
And he's too much for my peace of mind.
I want to cut my ties with him.
I want to be freed from his fingers.
I want my peace of mind.
I want to leave him behind.
November 2021
22:30