I did inhale deeply, sorry, I did what seemed to be inhalation, because there was no air in the area around me, and I didn't have a physical body right now, although I do have what appears to be a transparent ethereal body of some kind.
Currently, I am a kind of soul, and I am in an infinite black space of some kind, sorry again, there is no 'here' space, I am currently in a void where it is impossible for matter to be here, scientifically, anything that is thrown here will turn into nothing, This place is like a cosmic trash, perhaps being a soul is the reason I am able to be here.
After a long time, the universe will die, and everything will return to its initial state, void, nothing.
All of these are just speculations that I have drawn from my time in this place, I, I have been here for a very long time, maybe hundreds of years, the strange thing is that memories are still very clear and I have not shown any signs of forgetting anything, maybe this is my own hell of Eternal loneliness, I deserve this after all I did, luckily I have spiritual clothes on me.
[Welcome to the game!]
I looked quietly at the blue window in front of me, and this window started appearing a few seconds ago, which made me realize that my punishment in this place has reached a new stage, or perhaps an end of some kind.
For anything, my name is not important, I haven't used it for a long time, but I was a 18-year-old young man, my shape was slightly above average, but my family did not have the best conditions, and we were barely struggling to keep ourselves Of displacement.
And my luck was not very good. Several months before my death my 12-year-old sister was killed by a famous politician, who was not intentional, it was a car accident.
But of course I blame him, he was very drunk that night, and he was driving his car at 160 mph while the road limit was only 60 mph.
I could remember the time when we were informed of the death of my beautiful sister, we all had a happy family dinner and we were just waiting for her to return from the groceries near the house, we were a little afraid because she was late but we didn't think anything happened to her, then .... It was one of the worst nights of my life ... the amount of sadness I felt, anger, and hatred.
And it didn't help the fact that the criminal went out innocent, he was not imprisoned for more than 24 hours, this was unfair, I could remember the look of irony on his face when he looked at me in the eyes, he looked at me as if he knew that I couldn't do anything And I hated the fact that he was right, at least that day.
Many months have passed, and I passed it, I met a beautiful girl in school, she was very popular, you know, green eyes, blond hair and a beautiful face, soon we became friends, and I gathered my courage and invited her to a date with me.
She rejected me harshly, but I discovered that she started dating the dick head of the school after several days, I did not hold a grudge against her, but she wiped me off the list of 'her friends', but I did not hold a grudge against her.
Four school bullies started beating me regularly, I didn't know the reason at first because they refused to say so, but day after day in a row of successive disasters I started to become increasingly depressed.
Depression began to beat me, and one day I discovered that the dick head was the one who sent his friends to beat me continuously, and that my friend knew about it but she didn't do anything to stop it, the bitch, this was the word that appeared in my mind, it was me I hate a number of people, traitors and people who kill children, and delinquents at times.
My life was seriously absorbing, and suicide was an alluring solution, but I did not want to become just another suicide, no, I had a mental breakdown and decided it was time for me not to be a 'nice person' anymore.
You can hit the dog a lot just before he biting you.
That evening, I lured the four bullies into an abandoned alley before brutally stabbing them with a long kitchen knife, it was a little difficult task because they tried to resist, but I did, I took another person's life, four young men.
After that, I killed the dick head in the school's dressing room, it was empty because the dick head was late in training, I literally hit him with a baseball bat to death.
My friend was waiting for her dead lover outside the school gates, but because he did not come, she went in to search for him, I did not want her hurt, but I did not ask her to conspire against me in the first place, so I stabbed her once and left her bleeding in Cold floor.
They were just young people of my age, it was possible for all of them to lead a happy life, but there was that proverb, eye for eye and teeth for teeth, since they decided to attack first so they had to know that I would not receive blows with a smile on my face, And since justice did not choose me, I will make my own justice.
I was ready to end my life, but ... there is still something I have to do, one last destination, I quickly went to the home of the politician who killed my sister, and found that the only people in the house were his wife and his 20-year-old daughter, I made the daughter lost consciousness and I brutally killed his wife.
Since I'm already drowned, I can swim too.
I locked his daughter in the locker, and waited quietly for my enemy to return, but I was afraid the police would come too, they must have already discovered the bodies.
Fortunately, after several hours he was the person who entered, not the police, there was a smile on my face and I sneaked behind him and stabbed him dozens of times, even after his death, I continued to stab him, and at some point tears started coming out of my eyes.
I am a psychopath, a criminal, a murderer, but is that me from the start? No, they made me, and they crafted me meticulously in the hope that I would be a nice beating doll, maybe because I was a very patient person, they thought I was afraid of them.
In the end I stabbed myself and let myself die slowly and quietly, this was the end of the story as I did not have enough heroic qualities to forgive them, I am a vengeful person.
I clicked on the window in front of me, just to open another window.
[Hello, player, you are about to start your great journey, there are no restrictions, just have fun but before that, you still have to do some things.]
I lifted my eyebrow slightly and waited several seconds and when nothing happened, I clicked the notification window again.
[First, you must specify your destination:
Earth: the place where souls are born for the first time, just a boring place, no one likes to return to.
Naruto: A place where chakras and mystical arts predominate, a nice world if you want to be a child soldier and your brain is washed.
Dragon Ball: Physics? Is this something to eat?
Bleach: Are you a human? good! Your entire life is pointless, but you can choose this place if you want to hear a certain girl screaming constantly the name of a certain boy, oh, and do not forget that everyone is faster than the speed of light but they struggle to cross a few meters running.
one piece: Yes, if you don't want to be gay then don't choose this world, half of the population is gay.
minecraft: you know, the usual things, save a village, build a castle and kill a big black dragon, just a boring daily routine.
Terraria: You are the hero! Sorry, you are the gods doll.
dark souls: seriously? The end is bad.
fate: Sometimes, some amount of people are summoned from the whenever to fight by around 7 people, each mage gets command seals to sometimes control the servants, the winner sometimes gets a wish from the decently limited holy grail.
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dxd: Congratulations! If you choose this world, please kill issei.]
I looked at the long list while noticing that the person who wrote this is really ridiculous, I mean, he has deliberately mocked every scientist, even though his entire notes are correct.
I picked 'fate' after thinking for a while, it was my favorite show, and I also know a lot about the confusing timelines.
[Good, secondly, you have to make your own avatar]
The notification disappeared and another window appeared asking me to make my own avatars in three stages: the child, adolescence and adulthood, I gave myself black hair and dark green eyes, and a handsome face, since I will 'reincarnate' so I don't want to be your average neighbor Joe .
[However, what is your new social situation?
[Half-Blood] You are a hybrid with the blood of the Ghostly Species running through your veins. You will have access to all the powers and abilities of one of the species (including the Transcendental Kind), and the natural instincts for its use. But keep in mind that your other Non-Human half will be chosen at random.
[Zero Distortion]: In spite of not being an Incarnation or not having a distorted mentality, you have a Reality Marble. You will be granted a Reality Marble and you will not be affected by an unusual perception of reality.
[Member of the Aristocracy] You belong to a renowned family in the Mage's Association. You will have a formal and advanced education in Magecraft, besides having a very good financial income.
[True Descendant]: You are an anomaly that has persisted since the Age of the Gods. You are related to one of the great heroes of the legends. You automatically receive two Noble Phantasm. You can materialize or dematerialize them at will, and they will not lose their Mystery by degradation.
[Thief Jewel]: You are a distant relative of the Tohsaka Family. One of your ancestors was once a member of that magi family but he defected and took with him several contraptions and secret techniques. You will obtain high level Magic Circuits both in quality and quantity and you will be able to master the techniques of the Tohsaka with relative ease.
[Cannibalistic Magic Circuits]: Each time a Magus tries to take the Circuits of another Magus, they will always resist and reject the process. But that does not happen with you. You have the strange and terrifying ability to steal the Magical Circuits of any magus without any problem, you can even take the Magic Crests.
[new generation]: You are the first person to show magical possibilities in your family, you will be given low-level magical circles with a low percentage to get the plot shield.]
I looked at all of my options, every background is very tempting but I finally chose [Aristocratic Member].
Half blood was not an option from the start, most of the hybrids in the series are psychopaths and idiots, to the point that Makihisa had come to rape a girl younger than his daughter several times.
zero distortion is a good option, but the reality marble that will be presented will be random, and even if I don't choose it, I can still acquire reality marble later.
True descendant sounds like a good choice, but I don't want to be a descendant of a person like angra mainyu, not that I hate him, but his noble phantasm is so bad, and there is also a possibility that I may be a grandson of Gilgamesh, and he will not be happy about it because I might get gate of babylon, and it might kill me too.
new generation and thief of jewels is not an option either, I don't want low magical potentials or being called a thief just because my father is a thief, and I also don't like the charm of the Tohsaka family, it's really good, but I don't want to spend years stocking my energy in a gem just to make Small explosion.
[You can choose two features at first:
Mental Interference: Gain basic abilities in both telepathy and mental mobility.
The third eye: Having a third eye in the middle of the forehead gives you a certain level of prediction and an increase in perception.
Eidetic memory: perfect recovery for past memories, immunity to diseases like Alzheimer's and low-level hypnosis.
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The Fourth Wall: Immunity against the capabilities of mental interference, mind reading and analytical skills.]
I looked at all the options, and I chose the fourth wall and the eidetic memory, because the other options are either defective like the third eye or have less benefit like mental interference, so my choice was the most reasonable.
[Before you start your journey, what is your name?]
Three blank boxes appeared, first, middle and last name. I can choose to write my name from my previous life. However, what is the point? I thought a little before I smile.
Victor von Doom!