It's such a nice evening just sitting out here. Listening to nature it's so peaceful. With all the just being focus on trying to make it. I was so caught up in the hustle you forget to be thankful and cherish the little things. Billy look behind me and see Jason. What's up? nothing you got beautiful house. Thanks man. You look worried ? is Terry ok . thanks for letting me know even though I don't deserve her. Let me stop you right there Billy. I won't be apart of your pity party. Now you fucked up bad I mean really bad. Now the real question is are you going to stay down there or you going stand up? And start to fix what you messed up? See when you ready and you know those answers. you come talk to me but you think about that. I'm leave you with this I could've easily been you. I watched my dad disrespect my mom by cheating and the way he talked to her and threatened her. my uncle's beat their wife's. Cheat on them treat them like they was property instead of a woman. Who deserves love and respect. Not to walk around and because Dudes like you who haven't put in their work for themselves. And they wear a mask tell they can't wear it no more. And that how woman get hurt. Not saying that it can't be the other way around. It's just hard I watched my supposed to be men to look up do horrible things. Lucky for me let me tell you a quick story Billy. My grandparents came in town and walked in my uncle house had been there for awhile. uncle comes home and get mad that the food not done. He doesn't see his parents. But he see auntie and he grabs her and just started fighting her. asking her what I tell you about not having my dinner ready when I get home? my grandfather looked at my grandma put his hands to his lips. He then stands up goes In the room where my uncle and auntie are fighting. he looks at my cousins and my siblings and me . He tell us to quietly come to him he waits tell we are all in the room and can see the couple fighting. It's not a pretty sight my grandfather looked at us and winks and Said this how you handle a bitch as punk like your daddy and uncle. Before I do this I want all you to understand you do not put your hands on anybody like this. this is called domestic violence and nobody deserves this. If you see it are suspect it you have a responsible as a living breathing person. To help any person you see in need if you can. If you see it is your business do not be a bitch ass punk. Because if you walk away you made a choice to side with that abuser. and your saying that person deserves what happening to them. He then said Do my grandkids understand what grandpa is saying? Yes grandpa. In the next second I mean Billy when I say if I would've blinked I would've missed everything. My grandpa grabbed my uncle through him against the wall and he never knew what hit him. His dad tried to kill him told my uncle I didn't raise no punk. as he stomped him and grabbed his phone out his pocket and called the police. On his own son and kept fighting him tell he heard the police pull up then he threw him out the door. He came back in the room and told my auntie your pressing charges. let's go he stood right next to her made her hold her head up and look dead in my uncle eyes as she told her truth. So now think about that and Billy the last question is what is your truth? Come find me when you ready. think about it and I mean really think. I will Jason I know how we started but thank you for real. You want thank me me show me do the work.