Maya's POV
For a good thirty minutes, deep uncontrollable sobs wracked my body and robbed my lungs of breath while his shirt was stained with my tears and snots.
I really thought he had used and left me like the others. I had to admit it, I was scared to be lonely ; all my life the people I ever wanted never wanted me and it was quite tiring to be honest.
It was like a cycle : I meet people, we get incredibly along at first, I help them out, then they use and finally betray me and it keeps repeating - I was definitely cursed. It made me quite lonely cause I couldn't tell who I could relay on any longer .
But fate was real funny, it's games were quite unpredictable and f*cked up . The only person who surprisingly hasn't betrayed me so far is the only person I supposed should have left me already.