Of course I died. All the achievements I worked so hard on.. I was the best at everything. At least I was the best at all the things that my parents forced on me..
It's hard to name something that Lily couldn't do. If there is, it'll be best her parents didn't know about it. If they find out she's not perfect, they'll give her an inhuman beating. It'll but her at the verge of death.
Lily couldn't stand up for herself. She couldn't. All she wants is to be loved by her parents. Her fans only like her for her achievements. They don't actually know her personality. Her parents never showed her to her fans unless it's showing off her talents.
Lily only had 10 minutes every Sunday for herself. That's when she would read about fictional worlds. It was her way of escape. She would put herself into the characters and pretend they're her. That's the only way she could feel loved. Because she only has 10 minutes to herself, she developed an incredible speed for reading. It's not just reading. Since she's forced to be perfect, she must be quick at everything she does.
Looking back on it, Lily wonders why she wanted their love so badly. She loved them unconditionally but they never returned it back. There are times where she hates them but she would just get those thoughts out of her. She stopped now since she won't be seeing her parents anymore. She is all alone now. With no one to rely on and no where to go.
Enough about my parents. I have to focus more on what to do now. The granny was looking for a village to visit.. maybe I can try that village that she found before she is.. well.. gone.