Being born in a rich family, I, Kim Ju Da, got everything I ever asked for.

I had parents who would give their lives for me, I had friends who loved me, I had a loving boyfriend.

I had everything anyone could ever ask for, but I always felt like something was missing.

Love, Money, A family, everything I ever asked for but there was always this huge hole inside of me that always wanted something, I didn't know what the hole was, but it was huge.

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"She has a brain tumor."

"Can't we do something?" my father had asked the doctor.

"She was already weak since birth, we can operate her but we don't know if she will survive."

....

Today is the day of my surgery and I am sure that I will not come out of there alive. A sinner like me shouldn't be able to live.

The hole inside me, I figured out what it was.

2 days ago when I went to sleep I remembered everything.

Those evil things I had done in my last life. Could my dying young has to do with everything I did in the past life.

They say when you are about to die you remember all your sins as well as your last life.

Turns out it was true.

I did remember all my sins as well as my past life.

In my past life, I was half-angel. A very evil angel who sacrificed her disciple and a sister-like best friend just to gain power but I was captured by the Emperor and burnt to death.

To be honest, I deserved it. I deserved to die.

My disciple wanted to live, my friend was there since I was born and I didn't even think before killing them.

Now I am dying and I truly regret it. Just for power? Why did I want power anyway?

I really want to make up for them but what's the use now?

I am already dying.

"You have to live for Mama, Okay?" Mom said with eyes full of tears.

I looked at her and just smiled. Will I even be able to return back.

"You are Papa's Strong Girl, aren't you?" Dad asked me.

I just gave a slight nod.

I looked at the two and smiled.

"Thank you for everything. I love you."

Even though I will leave this place, I want them to remember that I love them.

God, if you are listening. Please let me live. I have done wrong in both my lives. I know I can't undo what I did in my past life but at least let me make it right in this world. Please

God, Please. . .