On the stage I felt free because on the stage i felt like my true self. Even thouugh I was nothing but the shadow of another I still continued to sing, as a rhythmic swan I danced and as graceful as a gazelle I walked. Because this my true home a euphoria like no other.
If only i could see behind the boudary of this curtain it truly would have been the best feeling. But sadly behind this curtain on this stage i'll remain behind, because i'm not the star they see. But since it's for her i'll become her, for her dream i'll destroy my own. My beloved sister Precious Farrington.
"Sister you really are amazing you've gained one million fans, everybody really loves you!" I really admire my sister we have different mother's but we were always close despite that. She was born sickly, but her dream was to be a star and to be loved by everyone.
And because she was so frail and honestly a terrible singer I would sing in the background as her voice. But the thing is I also loved to sing, but I wanted her to be happy because in my head, she really deserved it she welcomed me in when no one would. Also I'm already happy enough since I'm with the man I love and my sister is happy what else could I want.
I pretty much worshiped her and my boyfreind Timothy he's was my heart he was there when I was at my lowest . Shunned by my father abused and ridiculed by my step-mother he came like a knight in shinning armour, so even though I couldn't perform with my own face or name I felt full. And when i saw him and my sister getting along it felt like I was on cloud nine.
Looking back on it now i should've been suspicious of them being so close. But how could I suspect the only people that were there for me when no one was. So I continued to be their marionette and before I knew it, it was to late to turn back.
I've gotten so use to being her voice that i forgotten it was mine and everytime they needed me to dance in her stead I did it. Because my sister is sickly she needs me or she'll be sad. If I don't pretend to be her, her dream won't come true she'll blame me and not love me anymore. It was as if i was hypnotized if I didn't do what she said I thought i'd be alone and have no one.
The same thing happened with my boyfreind he told me i didn't need to go to college since he'll marry me soon and because I already have a job as my sister's voice and, so i listened and did what he wanted. I dropped out of college and stayed home and only left when they needed me or felt that I started to do my own thing. They did that because they knew i'd no longer be there puppet if I started to do stuff on my own.
I got fed up and attempted to talk to my sister about how I felt, but as if she knew already she came to me first and said "Cirene you do know you'll always be my wonderful older sister right and to thank you i have a surprise that I wanna show you"as she blindfolded me.
She than led me to a room and in that room I heard Timothy's voice. I don't know if it was the blindfold, but at that momment I don't know what it was but my blood suddenly ran cold and all I could think to do was run.
So I turned around to run, but suddenly my clothes were ripped off and I was forcefully chained down. Precious removed my blindfold only to reveal the most sinsiter face i've ever seen on her she was no longer the innocent, nor delicate little sister I have grown up with I could tell that from the way she looked that I was doomed.
"Why are you guys doing this to me? I've never done anything to you guys i've even sacraficed all my dreams and ambitions so y'all could be happy. "
"Yes we know and were really grateful for that, because if you weren't so stupid we wouldn't be as happy as we are now." Precious than kissed Timothy right in front of me.
"Timothy but why? I thought you loved if not then why were you with me?" he than looked at me and said " for the money of course and me love such a plain girl never."
"What money are you talking about sister said father told her I have no inheritance and the only money I did have was from my mother's will no you couldn't have."
"It seems like you finally figured it out dear I took the money from your mother's will while we were dating, also we lied about the no inheritance thing and because i'm in such a giving mood me, your sister and step mother planned your mother's death after she disappeared."
"Now dear sister your gonna stay in this room for a while okay we need you to stay here for a fun little experiment. And don't worry about singing for me anymore, an AI our company been working on can generate your voice now so dare sister I no longer need you."
The one thing I feared most has finally happened my sister and the love of my life has left me.After they exited the room two man came in and rapped me over and over until they were sastisfied. it didn't matter how much I screamed or yell for help no one came for me and for the next 5 years of my life I stayed there and went through that repeatedly .
And like a wild animal only to be fed when they remebered I existed I guessed this was there fun little experiment to see if i'll break. But i didn't i pulled through fulled by my burning hatred towards them.
They stole my dream, killed my mother and made me give up on so much in life. I could've done so much, but settled for little for what to be betrayed like this from the people I treasured. All that simping for nothing, all that hard work for NOTHING. I really am nothing but a fool I suppose, because only a fool would belive in such people.
Now that I think about did my father actually hate me, was it not me who shunned him all along, because I blamed him for my mother's suicide. When it was actually a homicide that was planned by my sister, mother and Timothy it really makes you wonder how long did they really know each other. But what's the point of thinking about it now cause i'll never know."
Life isn't worth it anymore cause now I truly have nothing to live for any more."
I bite my tongue off and closed my eyes and as was about to leave this world I heard the door open and a mans voice that sounded so familiar say."I'm here, so please don't go i'm sorry for being late and breaking our promise."
I lived a life as fool I lived for others and not for myself. And because of that my mother died, I became the forgotten daughter of the Farrington household even the maids ignored me. My father whom I believed to hate me could've actually cared for me even if it's a little. At that moment I realized someone was actually here, here for me.
I cried and whispered bye.
'I'll always be there by your side and I'll always find you so please wait for me'
I didn't hear what he said but I knew whatever it was, it was sincere. At that moment i thought that if I could be reborn I would get revenge on all those that have wronged me, rewrite my mistakes and meet the man that was there that day.
'Do you want to be reborn'"yes more than anything"
'Do you want to get revenge on those who wronged you' "definitley"
'I the system of Relife will give you the chance but remember no one must know'"I understand so please help me"
'Your wish shall now be granted'"Thank you"
I woke up in a hospital room"didn't I die i'm sure i did"
I really went back in time I've been given this chance so i'm gonna use it. In this life no one will bully me "hello world my name is Cirene and it's my turn to hit the stage."
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