In John's room...
Dealova had been sitting beside Johan for a long time without daring to raise her voice. Dealova cried silently when she saw Johan's condition.
Johan's body is very thin with a very pale face. John's eyes were closed and his pale lips pressed together tightly.
Several times Dealova took a deep breath to get rid of the tightness in her chest. Feelings of guilt for Johan made Dealova more and more dissolved in her sadness.
Dealova could imagine Johan's pain and loneliness while away from him.
"Johan... why are you hurting yourself like this? Why are you doing this Jo?" Dealova said with tears streaming down her cheeks.
Dealova's heart really couldn't bear to see Johan's condition who was lying weak. Johan no longer wants to be helped with any equipment. Johan wants to end his life slowly.
"Johan... do you hear me Jo?" Dealova asked, daring to take Johan's hand and hold it very slowly.
