Two years before"

I ended up in some abandoned park. It's almost six in the evening. The sky is dark gray maybe because it has a bit of rain. Still, I don't want to go home. I don't want Seth to see me like this. He is my half brother but unlike other half-siblings, we are on good terms. And to my stepmom too Good thing is my father is not always at home. 

I look like a mess when I look at myself. I have been crying because I found out that Reanna, my ex-girlfriend, played me only. Her friends and she made a bet that if Reanna could make me fall for her in just a month and break me up after she would win the game. 

And me the victim doesn't know about it until earlier that she told me everything. She makes me believe that she loves me! The nerd guy in school (me) fell really hard to her and then crushed me into pieces after.

Fuck! that sorry I didn't mean to hurt you and deceive you. So lame reason she didn't bother to make a long sentence.

I look at the sky because any minute I know that these tears of mine would flow if I keep on stooping. But still, I wouldn't stop the tears and it flows on its own.

Just a minute someone hands me a handkerchief. But I just look at it and move to the side. I don't even bother to look at the person who gave me that. I stand up, maybe I need to go home now.

As I walked into the side road the bit of rain turned heavy and I started to cry again. Even the rain helped me to ease the pain. But the rain stopped because someone leaned me with an umbrella.

"you wouldn't accept my handkerchief at least accept this." The girl's voice said and put the umbrella into my hands. As I was about to look at her she turned and ran away.

Her back is only in the view. Her long hair is in a ponytail and she has a slender body a bit smaller. He sigh. If she is the one who gave me handkerchief it means that she's following me?  

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Present"

They say that I'm the meanest arrogant badass guy in school. It Wasn't odd two years before at my old school, I was called a nerd and weird. That was the time that I'm in junior high but I was senior high now and I totally forgot that I'm once a nerd.

As I enter school, someone bumps me.

"Fucking bulshit! Are you freaking blind! The fucking hallway is huge! But you choose to bump me! Do you know me? Do you know that I can make your life miserable if I want to!"

"Sorry because I'm going to be late for a bit of a hurry and I didn't see you. When I turn into the corner. I'm sorry"

The girl said while picking it up her things scattered through the ground. While listening to her familiar voice and still standing because I'm not that clumsy like her.

After she finished picking up her things she stood up and faced me. I stay still for a bit or should I say stunned, why? Because I think I saw some angel looking at her face like that. 

She's too beautiful to describe.

She has green beautiful eyes that it feels like you're drowning into it. Her nose is pointed and like royalty. I swallowed when I looked at her pouty lips. Her round face is perfect. even her eyelashes are perfect as a living doll.

"Sorry again," the angel said... I mean the girl "ehem" I clear my throat but still I can't move until the girl passes through me.

Wait what is happening to me? After I and Reanna break up I never noticed some other girl. Even if the girl is beautiful, I don't care. So I'm confused about what is happening to me?

"Z!" I look at Seth running toward me. His half brother is just a year younger than me.

When he reached me he instantly put his hand on my shoulder but I removed it in force. He's like some other girls so hyper and always has long patience toward me. Even how I looked at him like a dagger look. And that made me more irritated. 

Since I change myself and turn into a different person Seth is the only one who understands me always even if I treat him badly too like others.

"Bro I saw that earlier.." He's teasing me obviously but I ignore him.

The girl you bump into. She is my classmate who transferred. Isn't beautiful?

I don't talk cause I admit she's indeed beautiful. But I never admitted it in front of him.

"Z it's ok to admit. Your girl hater attitude would never lessen promise.."

"Can you please shut up Seth if you don't want me to force you to shut up. It's so early and you're ruining my mood!"

I act like I'm going to punch him but he runs while shouting.

"Don't worry Z! I will help you!"

Fucking... What did he say? Is he insane! 

I was about to run after him but he already got inside of his classroom.

I get inside my room. Everyone is silent. Because I don't want to hear some noise and if I get annoyed by them I instantly hit the one close to me. 

They are afraid of me because of that. When our teacher started the class I didn't look but I'm still listening.

And after the boring class at last break time is here. I stand up and get out of the room.

I am annoyed by all the girls who're looking at me even if I look at them with so much frustration.

I sigh and ignore them. What else?

I walk through the rooftop way but I stop in midway because I saw some guys and in the middle of them is a girl who is crying.

Wait is she the angel earlier? I mean the clumsy girl.

Fucking bullshit! I shouldn't care about her right? I was about to walk past them. That was my plan but why do my feet walk on their own toward the angel?