Did I just let my curiosity to put me in this situation? Why I'm always doing it! I'm blaming my self because of this bad habit of mine! Puting my self in danger again and again!
And after that scenario, I start searching for escape, I'll not quit until I'm still breathing. That's over reacting but I don't care as long as I can get out here.
And now what will I'm gonna do next? I don't know where am I. I think I'm still in the earth, right? I wish cuz I'm freaking out and totally lost. I'm lonely but I mastered living lonely since I was a child and that the reason why I follow that chumchum. I don't her to be lonely in this dark place where wild creatures is living. But this is different, I'm in the forest.
Nothing will be change if I'm not gonna move so I'm about to step and continue walking when I heard crackles again. I inhale and exhale heavily, when I'm watching cartoons when dora is lost she is calm so I did what she actually did. But I'm not dora for godsake! I don't have a map neither magical back pack with me!
But panicking is nothing and useless if I will let it. There's no use if I'll shout and ask for some help, wild animals might be bothered and will attack me and I'll end up dying. I need to relax and think.
I almost took five steps when I heard a loud growl of an angry bad dog at my back and again for the nth times! I'm in danger and always be!
"Why I'm so damn lucky to be here? Is this the way to meet Saint Peter?" , I ask in the air. I know no one could hear me except to this animals who can't understand whatever I'm saying.
I stay in my position. I should not do wrong move or else this will be the end of my already fucked up life. I don't know what to do, I can't think any emergency things anymore! Even thinking straight is cut off when I hear it growl again and howl like its asking every bad dog to come close.
I saw a golden light from a far that makes me confuse, I thought it was a light of a car but, "Should I say I was luck to meet a golden deer?" I chuckled, That is legend creatures! I think this is the good bye sign of God above, showing things that nothing is impossible.
I got back in reality when I heard them growl again. "Oh God! My useless life will end up just like this! In their claws with sharp teeth and my pieces of body will be run into their esophagus and to their stomach!". I almost puke while imagining it! Its hilarious thinking my self dying! I was crying for that thought but its really disgusting!
I need to do something, I would allow them to end my life like that, and excuse me! I'm too young for that!I let my eyes to search for escaping when I feel the big bad dog while gnarling until I saw a cave. My second life is on my hand now!
I'm screamed and run as fast as I can even though my legs is shaking while the angry and hungry bad dog is chasing me but I think adrenaline rush is helpful in this situation I do flash run and get ready to hope in the cave.
I jump toward and inside the cave and compress my self in the edge so they can't reach me, I have bruised my arms and face but i don't care anymore. I feel numb and tired.
I look at them cuz I got curious from what they really looks like and it's like an ordinary wolf just like what I saw in the movies.
Their paws with sharp nails and mouth with sharp teeth is trying to get inside but this cave is like not made of big creatures like them, poor them and lucky me. But I choked, when I forgot that I stop my breathing and so I try to breath heavily, trying my self to calm. I lay down the stone and assure my self that they can't reach to eat me.
"This is the right time to to say, death is near but if its not your time, its not your ending", I chuckled from what I said, I should be thankful I'm still alive and breathing.
I have no time to wait them to get lose. I'm tired, My mind is almost got insane and drained, my body almost eaten by dogs and my soul is almost take away out from my body. I don't have any choice to dislike this place and to stay my whole night inside this cave. I think it's time to rest after all the things happen tonight, The one unforgettable life taking cold night.
I yawned when finally I can sleep peacefully tonight. My eyes are swollen because of crying and a couple of minutes my eyelid slowly closing while staring at the beautiful moon as is its smiling at me and let the darkness of this cold night consume me up until I fall into deep sleep.
It was a nice dream, I found the way out of the forest. I was to near to get out when...
When...
Someone block the way and push me back...
My peacefull sleep cut when I feel the sun ray straight to my face, It's too dazzled and its irritates me. I groan in annoyed while trying to cover it using using my hands and finally something or someone block the light. I can go back to sleep now...
Someone's speak but I don't give a fucking care, "Hey, Get up" I utter some shits words in my mind because of that person tapping my cheek. When I'll have a proper sleep?! Tell me when! Its freaking marathon with naughty girl and hungry wolf for freaking Godsake! That's why I'm so tired! Let me rest first!
They just can't see?! I need sleep! "Wake up Human, The sun is already raised and welcoming you say hi to her."I give up to this person,I whimper someshits words while I lift my body to finally get up and sat so they won't bothered me anymore. I feel someone guide me and I stretch my legs while scratching my eyes to remove the small thing beside my eyes and adjust my eyesight to make it clear.
My vision are still blur while staring in this creature and someone who wake me up. I should bury them alive and the cause of death is disturbing my sleep.
They have this color brown fur, I touch this person who guide me like I'm touching the clouds. "Hmnn fluffy.." I murmured, My mind is not functioning well I think so. I close my eyes again and open it to adjust my eyes from light came from the sun. Ahh Vitamins from the sun!
"You're awake now, Good Morning beautiful human."- I heard someone greet me, Her voice is smooth and gentle. Like I'm listening in theatre its harmonic, I think she's beautiful