The guilt is weighing her heart down, the more she looks at her main maid, who is also her close friend.
Shirley was alone, she didn't have family. She had but, they lived very very far away. She had no one in the capital. She never took a personal leave always stayed by her side. Always worrying about Aeinshia.
Aeinshia felt awful, that she left Shirley like that. She didn't even show a little gratitude towards her sister like maid. After all Shirley's sacrifices for her.
Shirley, even sacrificed her life. Trying to save her from the gruesome incident in her previous life trying to protect her. How can a person be this selfless. All she ever thought was of Aeinshia. Probably her real sister too won't takecare of her like how Shirley takes care.
(Aeinshia, she is a wolf in sheep's clothes, don't trust her) ~ Author
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A bit of clarity for the readers:
