Chapter 8 - Past

"Yaa.. Its right.. We must always keep our emotions in control. But don't you think the way you behave with others is too much. People will think you are arrogant."ask Lin mia

"I have to behave that way so that people never dare to go against me. And what others think about me is none of my business. I am only responsible for what i think about myself." said shiha

"Hmm.. We know how famous you are for your aloofness. But its good.. So that you can keep your shooters away." said mu jin while drinking his wine

"Oohh.. Please. My aloofness is not for them. Its just i don't like more people know about me." said shiha with her aloofness

"And some what you have succeed in that.. Because not much people have seen you, they have only listen about you. Because its rare for you to go in front of public.. Or its rare to have your pictures in news. Only sometimes in rare occasions people can see you in business magazines." said Lin chu.

" But i don't understand why you never take a pictures in public and also you control the media by saying that not many photos of your must be publish"ask Lin mia in confusion.

Shiha sigh.. And said with a gritting teeth. "i don't want those bastard to know who i am. Before i find them."

"It's ok.. Calm down.. After all its so many years.. I don't think they will know you from your photo.. I doubt if you go and Stand in front of them than also they will not know who are you."said shanaya

"I don't care if they know or don't know.. It just i want to prepare myself before facing them. I want to know there weakness. If there will find me before i don't think so i will get the enough time afterwards." said shiha. After calming herself. She turned to Lin chu and said.

" You can stop with your investigation. And also inform your team to stop further investigation. I have decided i don't want to find them. "

Everyone were shocked by hearing this.. No one speaks for few good minutes.. Mu jin was the first to get his voice.. He said."what did you say.. You want to stop finding them.. If i know properly from the age of fifteen you are finding them. And own you want to suddenly stop why.."

Shiha took a deep breath and with a sad look said.. "i have decided. After a long battle with myself.. I have decided.. I don't want to see their face. If one day that day comes.. I think i will not able to control and that day will be the last day for them. I don't want to be a murderer. I want to live a peaceful life."

" Are you sure."

"Yes.. I want a life without disturbance. I am sure if i find out them, than i will make a hell of their life. That's why Dida had kept her mouth shut. She knows if i find them i will surely make them pay.

But than i think why should i make my beautiful life problematic just because of them. If they don't care about me then why the hell i care about them."

"so i want to stop everything here.. After going to china i want to live a simple life while handling Tang corporation."

"Ok. As you say. We will always support you. And don't think much about them ok.. They are not worth of your time. Just live the life you want."said shanaya.

Lin mia gave a hug to shiha and said.

"Never think that you are alone we are always there for you.. Ok baby.. We will always love you."

Shiha took a look at their face and to divert the sad topic she said... "ohh.. If you guys love me that much than why did you guys decided to make me a boss.. From the age of fifteen we all are working together to make Tang company the gigantic corporation. And when we succeed you guys made me CEO. You know how tiring that position is."

"Hhaa.. We know. But you are more capable for that position than us. And no doubt its a secret that we were behind this but in front your grandma was there so obviously it will perfectly look that you had inheritance the company.. Only we know that its not inheritance to you but the hard work of we five."said mia.

" Oohh.. Please don't fool me.. Its just an excuse that till now Dida was in front of public so now i can only be a CEO. Its just because you guys don't want a tiring job. And Dida and other close to us kept a secret that actually the tang corporation is work of we five kids just because they doesn't want people to come behind us. They will find our talent that's why they make Dida the face for five years and now when we become eligible for the position you guys made the random excuses and gave that position to me. " with a angry look she continue " and i will never forget that you guys force me.. I am just finding the right time so that i can runway from this position."

Everyone laugh at her and said.. "Ohh.. The same thing again."

"Its the same from the last five years. Of course we will not deny that we force you but you are the only one from us who is suitable for the position and can control we four. We know you will never run away afterwards you know how madly we have work of this."

" You just want us to feel guilty.. But let you know that we will never feel guilty because we are thick skin, we know what we deed is for our benefit..." said mu jin with a Sheepy smile.

Every one laugh at what he said.. And then decide to go home. They bid a goodbye to each other and went home.