Yan Xiuchen laid on his bed, staring at the ceiling of his room. He couldn't sleep at all. His mind played the events earlier and the feeling of Xiao Rufeng's body against his. He couldn't believe that she wanted someone like him.
He had been tense as hell earlier as he waited for Xiao Rufeng to come to her senses and realize that he wasn't the one she needed, but she didn't. To his surprise, she had shed tears instead, thinking that he didn't want her. She even made him feel emotions that were unfamiliar to him - such as jealousy and desire.
He had been so upset seeing her talking to Jin Qiu before. Although Yan Xiuchen had come to terms that he would spend his whole life in solitary, the thought of Xiao Rufeng being with another man disturbed him greatly.
And then she kissed him.. Kissed him!
