When I was in grade school, I had already known I was not pretty, I was not popular, I was very shy and timid. I hated my name, I hated my personality I hated my face...
My life was full of sadness, but I always kept a mask with a happy face on it. I started out as a not so smart kid, I even had a crush. It started in 3rd grade and it ended in 6th when I finally realized it was if no use. During grade school I joined a chess club and I never knew this would come of great use.
In middle school, there was a chess competition, and of course I beat everyone else. It was just me and the other... his name will forever be stuck in my head, Xiao Chen.
By no means was he good looking, when I met him in 7th grade for the first time in this competition I had no feelings for him. He won. There were two more competitions in 8th grade, I won the second one Xiao Chen. Then in the last one of the year, he won again.
Nobody would've have thought we would go to the finale each time but we did together.
At this point I told myself not to like him...
We went into high school and I had two classes with him, one of them was Spanish and I was in a group with him. I would love to say we got closer, but I was more like I was falling for him even more.
After our freshmen year we no longer had classes together but we would occasionally meet when I had my colorguard performances at football games since he was in the school's tv news.
I finally had the courage to tell him in my junior year... or more like my friends did. It was devastating when I found out he said
"I like her as friends"
I fell into depression, this was my second rejection. Many would say why would you get depressed over that, that's nothing! But it was more like this was the second time and I was having a hard time with all my honors and AP classes.
How could I've ever liked him? Oh yeah, it's because he made me happy when I was sad. I knew he wouldn't like me with my personality and my face and just everything.
I wish I could change all that. And so it did, I was reborn as the same person but now different.
Instead of my brown eyes, brown hair and tan skin, I was reborn with beautiful silky white hair, gorgeous blue eyes, and pale white skin. My face shape was sharp but yet soft, yes this was the face I imagined.
My body, in my last life was nothing bad, I was skinny with a flat chest and nothing more, but in this life I would maintain that with maybe a bigger chest.
And most of all my name and personality changed. I was now more confident and popular, I will no longer be timid. My name was now Luna.