"No...slow...go slower...be gentle...."
I pleaded looking back at her from the corner of my eyes while her hands warped around me and stirred me up
She pushed back her hair revealing her face covered in sweat, her lips parted and panting. I felt the heat run through my body, making me arch my back.
My insides...they are on fire..her heat, I can feel it run through my body
"I'm gonna put.. in..." She whispered
"EH?...PUT WHAT? WHERE?!" The erotic atmosphere wore off and I found a demon hovering me from behind.
"Didn't I tell you? I got the same thing as you? I'm an alpha you know?" She grinned whispering in my ear and licked her lips
NO..WAIT..YOU GOT WHAT AS ME? WHAT IS GOING ON...?!!
EH...I feel something....big..and....AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
OUCH!!!!
I fell off the bed rubbing my head.
"Natsu! you okay?" Dad rushed in the room but then kinda paused.
"Oh..sorry..dad, it was just a nightmare" I took a sigh of relief, I mean, what big thing, what shit am I even thinking. She's an alpha but....it can't be right....that she got a....? can it? Its just my imagination right?
"Ahem natsu?" Dad's deliberate coughing broke my train of thought.
"What?" I tilted my head and he pointed somewhere, I followed his direction with my eyes
EEEEEEEHEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
My face began to burn a deep red and I barely crawled away running to the bathroom.
"Good thing that you're so healthy and active this early in the morning" Dad said from outside and my embarrassment shot past the bearable limit.
"Dad! get out!" I yelled from the bathroom in embarrassment.
"Sure, sure, take care of your business, be sure to wash your hands properly before coming to the table" He joked, he was obviously enjoying teasing me like that, that damn sadist!
I can't believe I got all excited cause of a nightmare like that, gosh what is wrong with me!!! ughhhh. I ruffled up my hair in a bit of tantrum but calmed down soon enough.
Am I really doing the right thing? giving her a chance like that? I already gave her my key...come to think of it...what was I thinking!! If she loses it and unlocks the collar!!!!!!
A chill ran through my whole body just thinking about it, a tingling feeling...
My neck...what if..she....Wahhhh! stop fantasizing you idiot! You are so careless!
Come to think of it...how will she prove herself really? I did say that she has to prove herself but I don't know either what I really want her to do..
Geez....
What am I even doing?
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"Amazing, I didn't know...That one could make noodles at home!!!" Alex almost screamed while filling his mouth as fast as he could.
"Hey, don't end up choking on it, also what kind of idiot doesn't know that?" Zhuang frowned bringing in the cooking pot and emptying it in a big bowl so Alex could have seconds.
"Well, I can't really cook and I always eat out.. but this is just too delicious! have you ever thought of opening a restaurant or something? I bet you this would go really famous!" Alex was thoroughly impressed.
"You're exaggerating.." Zhuang sighed and took a seat too, serving himself.
"Am not, I'm telling you since I eat out alot, I know alot of eating places, I'm telling you this is definitely pro material!" Alex got himself thirds
"It's just noodles, calm down" Zhuang was a bit amused nonetheless "I learned cooking from my old man, he used to love cooking, he taught me and Aki....." Zhuang paused suddenly.
"Hmm?" Alex tilted his head in wonder "Aki what?" He smiled.
"My ex husband, Akio, we used to be best friends when we were kids..My old man took him in when he was little, he was an orphan....we did school together, learned cooking, learned fighting..everything was so glittery back then, even Akio used to smile alot, actually..all he did was smile..." Zhuang played his spoon in the plate.
"And then?" Alex carried on eating with full concentration.
"And then the worst shit happened, I didn't know the reason he was adopted was to give this family an heir, once he experienced his first heat..I ended up losing control with him..They forced us to marry..Akio changed after that..he lost interest in the world, his eyes were almost dead that time..I got angry, I wanted him to respond...this wasn't how I had imagined things, I really loved him back in childhood and wanted to make him mine when I grew up.." Zhuang confessed.
"And so you put him though hell in order to get any response from him" Alex licked his spoon.
"Yeah" Zhuang bent his head "He didn't put up a proper fight and it annoyed me...and then he started getting close to someone from his college..that person...Akio found the perfect moment when our family was in a tight condition and my old man was in his last years..he escaped...that person aided him.."
"And then you beat a person almost to death and got yourself in prison" Alex continued.
"Yeah, I was in for a long time but half way through when I got the divorce notice, I broke and beat an inmate half to death, my sentence ended up extending and the family eventually collapsed, merged with another and people left, I didn't even know he was expecting when he ran away, I only found about the kid later..on top of it he also placed a restraining order on me so I couldn't even try to contact him..I had to play very dirty to get back here in my son's life..had to destroy someone's life.." Zhuang dropped his spoon for some while.
"Do you hate him?" Alex asked finishing his own and slowly taking away Zhuang's bowl too.
"In the start I did, all I wanted was revenge when I was in prison..but..over the years, I got calmer and got my temper under control..I guess my anger wore off..it only makes sense that he did all that..after all I made his life hell..not just during the time I was with him..but also the time he was on his own raising a kid in this world..I heard he had to do alot of things..working in clubs and having customers..and all..not just that, he worked double jobs and double shifts too..not even having time for himself..he raised our kid alone" Zhuang sank into the chair with a guilty face.
"What about now?" Alex inquired kind of interested in knowing.
"He's found someone he likes, a very clumsy guy I tell you..actually a brat, he can't even protect Akio, I wonder what Akio saw in him" Zhuang frowned a bit.
"Probably just that" Alex replies, Zhuang looked at him confused "So I don't know this guy but..my guess is, he doesn't want to be protected, he probably likes to take responsibility and wants someone to depend upon him..well, that's just a guess though" Alex shrugged
"No..you might be right.." Zhuang pulled his bowl back to his side
"And so..you're heartbroken now and looking for a new victim?" Alex also kept a grip on it.
"New victim..? I don't know, I don't know what I'm doing at all.." Zhuang was persistent with the bowl too even though he was maintaining casual conversation on top.
"As emotional as your story was..I still don't get the point of telling me that, after all I have nothing to do with this" Alex's brow was twitching now since the bowl wasn't budging.
"Yeah, you're right, I wonder why I told you that" Zhuang was still sitting with a normal face, Alex couldn't make him budge at all despite pulling with all his might, until Alex gave up making a severe sulking face.
Zhuang pushed the bowl forward to Alex only after he had let go of it to sulk
"I guess, it's because...most people I come across either want something from me or they want me dead...I guess it's been a while I've come across someone like you" Zhuang smirked a bit.
Alex took the bowl without hesitation "What do you mean someone like me?"
"You know, someone with a loose screw?" Zhuang said and Alex cracked a nerve.
"Huh, what did you say you animal?" Alex grabbed him by the collar "I don't need to hear that from you" Alex let go of it, tossing him back a bit "I'll crush you"
Zhuang couldn't stop smirking, he was enjoying this too much, watching this guy change moods too suddenly and stuff himself with even a simple meal with so much appreciation.
"I guess you're just interesting?" Zhuang shrugged.
"I am hot, if that's what you mean" Alex said confidently "also you're a rabid dog who needs proper taming"
"Oye oye, don't just add me to Kingdom Animalia at your own will, asshole" Zhuang got fired up too "also don't you have to get going now? If you keep stuffing your thick ass, you'll get late"
"Oh..you're right I should be leaving now!" Alex immediately got up and grabbed his bag in a hurry "Clean the house before leaving!" Alex said in a hurry.
"What am I your maid ya asshole!!!!!" Zhuang yelled.
"Catch!" Alex suddenly tossed something and Zhuang instinctively caught it with a bit of surprise, when he looked at his hands "Since you keep coming, just have the spare key, the house is too big for me anyway..but do clean up after yourself..you poor friendless guy" Alex said smirking with a sarcastic pity, putting up his shoes.
Zhuang was shocked, he almost froze up looking at the key with a starry aura as if it was first time he received anything from someone else
"Also.." Alex stopped at the edge of the door and a wide smirk appeared upon his face
"Nice catch, good boy" Alex said in a way one would address their pet dogs.
Afterwards, Zhuang almost chased him with a killing instinct half the street like an actual rabid dog.
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"I placed your lunch in your bag, also if I'm not home before you..use this key"
Dad went on with his usual instruction mode and I couldn't really meet eyes with him just yet.
"Hey dad?" I said in an indefinite manner, he was in such a rush but seeing my expression perhaps he slowed down.
"What is it?" He asked with his usual gentle tone.
"Alpha girls...do they really.." I hesitated
"Do they really have...that...like you know..that?" I tried to make sense out of it without saying the actual thing.
"Ah that!" Dad said, I gulped nervously waiting for his answer "I'm sorry what is that?" He said and I almost fell to the floor, geez!!!!!
"Nevermind!" I said being kind of disappointed "I'll just ask that sheepish lawyer" I grunted but then something struck me "Hey dad? That lawyer doesn't come here as often as he used to..did you guys have a fight because of father?" I asked.
Dad placed his hand on my head and ruffled my hair "He's just going through a tough time, I may sound old but he's close to your age, maybe opening up to you would be easier compared to me..I don't understand alot of things that's going on with him right now. He's hiding things and lying often too and he's gotten paler, his dark circles have become deeper, he's started wearing fully covered clothes but I can tell he's been self harming..I want to confront him but everytime I even try to do so, he breaks down and I end up keeping quiet till he's calm and then putting him to sleep" Dad said
....wow... I've never seen him worry that much about someone like that other than me...
"Hey dad?" I grabbed his both hands "Do you really love that guy?"
For a moment there, dad was quiet but then he looked at me with an expression I had never seen before, I can swear! I saw him redden up for a few seconds there! He immediately got control of his emotions but I can swear I saw it and I've never seen him make such an expression before.
"DAD" I squeezed both his hands infront of me "I'll support you!" I said enthusiastically "I'll help that lawy..no..Keitarou san..myself! So cheer up!" I spoke with full enthusiasm, dad was dumbfounded but then he couldn't help but laugh a little and mess with my hair to embarrass me even more
DON'T TREAT ME LIKE A KID JEEZZ!!
Now then....
Keitarou san,
I promise.....
For my dad......
I'll make you both one...!!!
Until then.....
We can't be one...Aoi san..
Because ....this is how I will make sure I fulfill my promise at all costs..
You will be my reward..