Real struggle in life

it's Sunday night, my mom is in pain and my father and whole family waiting for me,I am not coming in any air-conditioning room, it's my normal room in my house.I finally came to this world . my grandmother is very happy to see a boy. Now finally it's time to get a name of mine. and my name is Shashank Dixit and I am not relative of Madhuri Dixit at all. so i finally start my actual struggle in Life.I am now 7 years old and I start to go to school.every morning my mom wake me up at 5'o clock .the very first struggle of my life is start now.and I told you it's really hard to wake up in morning.every day I wish if I get one more hour in morning to sleep.well this is just start.i reached my school and unfortunately I am late at school now it's time for punishment.this is not new for me almost every day I got punishment.I entered into the classroom and guess what it's time for new struggle and that is to get a back seat in the classroom.so many students tried to get back seat in the class.Finally somehow I manage to get a back . now one day in class room a girl came and told me "darling" . I am a little shy student and I don't answer her.The same day I told my mother about this and my mother laughs and told me keep distance from this types of girls.the first big mistake of my life because I listen to my mom advise and never talk to girl.Now I am in class 6 and you know in our opinion class 6 is a senior class.we think ourselves as a grown children.now I tell you the time came a girl name Shreya entered the class and guess what Happened everyone of my class start imagining about her.wait wait I tell you a story about imagination it's a important part of my Life. let's go back one month before I am in class 6 one friend of mine suggest me to jerk my penis and he told me that's it give pleasure.i tried it in my bathroom and nothing happens to me.next day I came and ask my friend about it then he told me imagine a girl or Aunty anyone and then try it.Now this jerking is a part of my Life till now.now I entered in class 8 and it's time to first love.i think most of the man's first love is our mam.so yes class 8 period 4 Niharika mam entered in the classroom.Now little bit about Niharika Mam.she is newly married .she always wear traditional dress like sari.but she is modern too so she wears backless blouse and guys you don't believe she is too sexy.but you know it's my struggling day's and my competitors are not only my friends but young handsome teacher too.And guess what happened one day my best friend told me he caught Niharika mam with principal of my school.i don't know it's right or wrong but first time my heart broke.and Guess what I finally do with Niharika mam.I imagined jerk and feel better.thats the end of the story of Niharika Mam. now it's time to enter in class 10.this is the time we wait for 10 years.our 10th board exam . but as you know there were so many distractions in life.the two main distractions of my life at that time is one aunty working in my house actually my house servant and a girl in my class . both are not so handsome and I actually not like anyone but it's now need for me because I tired of masterbation.so new story started from here.......meet you soon