Ordinary. Was it a strange word to choose to depict oneself? Not necessarily, but by far… Most people that he'd encounter wanted to be extraordinary, unique or a cut above the rest. Or maybe, that was how he wanted to be?
When he thought of individuals like Mou Gu who was secretly a cultivator, to Bo Lifen who managed an entire store all by herself in one of the most successful streets in the city—he thought that they were amazing.
That he'd never measure up or amount to anything.
He was just himself.
Sure, he thought that he was the unluckiest person with a terrible life… but that was just him over exaggerating things. It was another attempt to pretend that his problems were too big for him to deal with—that other people weren't also experiencing the same set of problems that he did.
