To be fair this is the chapter that related to I and me mostly. I will let you know how things begin and when my mind which is my thinking started from not making any sense to make sense and be this wise also mature enough for me to earn income and live independently.
My family is really loveable and we keep on growing each and everyday as my oldest sister she already got me a niece surprisingly her daughter looks similar to my granny whose passed away when I was still a reckless adult around 14 or 15 years old. undoubtedly, I'm sad and I do felt like I want to go back to her from time to time, but you all know we can do what we can hahaha or unless I'm the one who mastered time and space but nahhh. That is nut, if you wondering how I got all those Ideas well from my stupid self who only read cultivating light novel that talks about martial art xD. okay moved on from this also it was my oldest brother who very much the opposite from me like a fire and water, that does not belong together but do not assume that we hate each other. Joke aside we do love each other a lot. because of this solitary author of your who is super lonely and always melancholy that got no one who he can depend on, well is he sad no he is not he keeps on working hard toward his goal and to build his own best family and happiness ( WELLL don't mind him he is wreck who keep on talking to himself).
well, my life begins with a poor family who our parents cannot afford to give us what we want. And please do not get me wrong I do not feel bless or happy about it at first because as a child I want every toy or game in the world that it is possessed. At last who would realize that because of my family being poor in the first place that taught me how to appreciate life, food, shelter, family member, the one who I can depend on (MOM) and all the education. this sum up, many golden sentences that "with sacrifice, you will gain something from it" or "pain can only help you to grow better and wiser" or "no pain no gain" hahaha well Soon advice is to go out there and get some uncomfortable and endured some pain andddd do not forget to grow stronger and better than ever because I believe in you.
When I was young my family moves around all over the countryside to find a shelter and good income job to maintain our finances and left me and my oldest brother alone together with my uncle or my untie. While I was at that time I miss my parents a lot and want to let them know that I worked hard at school for their sake. but then not long from that time, I was introduced to many junk food that led me to become obese and that led me to receive much hate about my look of how short and fat am I. Also with my brown skin, I was considering is the lowest and poorest looking boy in my class. It has led me to jealousy, soon all my classmates have started to realize that I was jealous of them. They turned their bad side against me who still 13 or 12 years old that have no security or self-awareness on how to protect from the hateful and cruel comment that led me to want to self-destruct. Shoooooo in the end, my mum found out about all the bullies and she comforts me to that led me to become so strong and well behave until now. OHHH and by the way I forgot to tell you I become an otaku because no one wants to be my friend and I follow Saitama routine that led me to become a very handsome young adult hahaha hahaha. nowadays I consider myself quite handsome hahaha, but still I'm super kind and lovable unlike those super top good looking guys with a bad heart. it just I haven't found a girlfriend please do not judge me lahhh.
Let end with this today all my loves, I'm on my way back to my home country to meet my family now, until next chapter. AND HELL yeah I PROMISE TO WRITE more ABOUT my life before talking about my friend or include other people. ALSO, I will always write about how I felt about this world when I breakdown to let you all know that even wise people do feel sad you know STAY STRONG AND SAFE FROM THIS CORONAVIRUS.