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Chapter 4 - The Walk Home

The voice was so familiar..

"N-no"

I said my voice shaking while he still hovered over me, my stomach turning and my legs getting ready to give in. He tilt his head to the left a little I assume in confusion,

"You wish to walk alone after that?"

"I just wanted to go to the police and I don't know who you are what if you try to do the same"

I heard a low chuckle coming from him

"If I wanted to I would have already"

His voice was so low and I could barely hear him but I understood what he said fear shot to me after he said I hid my neck with my shoulders, I put my hands on his chest keeping my distance. He stood up looking down on me,

"Lets go."

We walked down the street silently he walked a little faster than me so I was slightly behind him. I felt awkward but scared to say anything but I was curious and my mouth betrayed me.

"Why do you have that mask on?"

He looked back at me and faced forward again,

"I came from the hospital a couple blocks down"

He said bluntly taking off the mask I looked at his face and my eyes widen.. It was Levi from my college

"Levi?"

He stopped walking to face me, he looked down on me and he forced his eyebrows to connect confused.

"Excuse me?"

I was shocked but then it hit me, Why would he ever remember someone like me he was just being helpful that day taking me to my class, and I was being a creep staring at him during class and we coincidentally made eye contact. I'm not that eye catching.. I shouldn't be surprised at all.

"I'm just that girl you helped find a classroom for.."

He thought for a while and remembered me surprisingly,

"Oh, I remember you. I thought you looked familiar that's why I came down the alleyway"

He started walking again and so did I looking at the concrete as we went. He stuffed the mask on his back pocket and I remembered what he said about the hospital.

"So what happened?"

I said still looking down walking.

"With what?"

He said looking straight forward

"Why did you come from the hospital?"

He was silent for moments and finally answered without changing the direction he was facing.

"My dad"

He said with a low voice again for me to hardly hear, I assumed it was personal and didn't ask anymore questions or say anything for that matter all the way back home.

He lead me to my front door making sure I was in before I left,

"Goodnight"

He said turned around heading to his dorm.. or where ever he was heading to. He already turned the corner and I locked the door behind me, it felt like I was able to breath and I couldn't sleep because he was on my mind again. He was so mysterious and oddly quiet talking to him was.. scary. Saying the wrong thing you wouldn't know what he would do. Me being almost raped was completely off my mind now. "Maybe I'm just weak" I thought to myself. I rolled over and tried to sleep..

LEVI'S POV~

I walked back to my dorm with my head hanging as usual. Then that girl was in my head, she was so weak and easily frighten I wonder why she was walking out so late of she was like that. She kept fidgeting with her skirt looking down obviously afraid to talk to me, I wonder what her deal was. Maybe I came off intimidating.. She is so strange.

"Levi welcome back what took you so long?"

"Nothing to worry about Suga, just got backed up"

"If you say so.."

"Let me ask you something"

"Hm? What is it Levi?"

"Do I come off as intimidating?"

"Haha of course you do!"

"Why is that?"

"You hardly speak and you keep to yourself and you're so mysterious, it makes people anxious"

"Is that so? I never knew"

"I would have figured"

Suga turned back around looking at his computer and I rested on my bed after taking off my shoes looking at the ceiling eventually falling asleep.

SAYO'S POV~

I woke up doing my regular routine heading to my home room. As I walked a guy came up from behind me startling me, he loudly said hi waving his arm recklessly.

"HEY you must be a new girl here?"

"o-oh yes I am, how did you know?"

"Well I would have recognised pretty red hair and a pretty face"

"Thank you.."

"No problem, what class are you headed to?"

"A-3 just down there"

"Nice that's where I'm going to, just changed my classes I'll walk you there"

I politely agreed since I didn't have any friends that actually went to the school, Jiyoung only works at my job. We walked and I took a quick glance watching his snow white hair flow as he walked and his light brown eyes reflecting the light in the hallways. When we got there he stepped aside letting me in first, class went by fast as usual and he met me outside.

"Maybe after school we can grab coffee together!"

"Oh sure I guess.."

"Oh! I am so sorry where are my manners my name is Suga"

He said with a wide grin scratching the back of his neck, I smiled and bowed.

"Sayo"

"Ah no need to be so formal I'm not perfect"

"Oh sorry"

"No need to apologize and I'm just making new friends and decided to talk to you first since you're new and all"

"Ok I'll see you then Suga"

He walked off still facing me waving his arm again recklessly almost hitting people in his way and ran down the hall. I walked the other direction to my other classroom.. still thinking about Levi. My last period came where Kaoyo and Levi were, I sat in my usual seat sneaking glances at him, I couldn't stop thinking about what happened that night when he saved me but he looked to calm like nothing happened, he didn't even look at me.

The bell rang and was the last one walking out this time because I was having trouble packing my stuff. I walked out and felt a cold breeze behind me I gasped and quickly looked back at a chest looking back at me, I looked up and it was Levi looking down on my again and our bodies were so close they were almost touching and his face was blank.

"I am so sorry"

I bowed getting out of his way but he didn't move and kept an eye on my while I stepped to the side, he grabbed my wrist pushing me against a wall using his body weight to hold me still. I was startled against the wall and shaking

"W-what are you doing Levi!?"

"Don't act innocent Sayo I know you're just like all the other girls what is it you want from me, to have a little "fun"?"

I was confused trying to move my arms only for them to be held tighter

"No I just wanted to get to know you that's it.."

He tilted his head in confusion holding me for a while to say something more but I kept my mouth shut he let me go stepping back from me

"You want to be friends?"

He said in a sharp and deep voice I felt myself blush and quickly looked down so he wouldn't see but I think he already did

"I want to get to know each other.."

I started fidgeting with my skirt looking down and he noticed and took my hands away

"Then why are you getting so nervous?"

My face was boiling hot with my face still down as I became a stuttering mess I looked up at him and he was in very deep thought.. I can tell. He looked at me, his green eyes darting into mine he leaned close to me and his lips brushed against my ear

"L-levi?"

"I am going to regret this.."

He whispered in my ear and his warm breath sent shivers down my spine, my heart raced and my breath picked up. Not knowing what he was going to do aroused me... He grabbed my face making me look up and I felt his lips against mine. Everything around me went black and I couldn't hear anything but my heart beat, before I knew it our tongues were touching and dancing with each other. He moved his hand down to my lower waist pulling me closer to him as if we couldn't get any closer. We were in sync with our lips and tongue. It felt like hours but I wanted it to last longer he pulled away and I was catching my breath.

"Are you ok?"

"Y-yes I was holding my breath.."

"Don't tell me that was your first kiss"

"No it wasn't

"Good"

"The bell rang and the halls were filled again in seconds some people called him over probably other Sunbaes and he went over greeting them like nothing happened. I felt helpless and frustrated that he used me and left like that

"I'm just weak.."