Reinhard was under the shower, warm water flowing from it completely drenching his body. His mind wandered to the girl that he had hugged in the bar. But every time he remembered that scene a harsh voice saying, "You remember she is somebody else's lover. Don't you?" would always bring him in reality. He remembered her petite figure against his body and her enchanting smell but the assumption that he had made on Alyssa, always come as a barrier between his actual feelings and what he should feel.
Reinhard rubbed his body harshly in the shower. He wanted to eliminate even the slightest bit of her remains. "I feel sick because of her. she disgusts me." Reinhard murmured again reminding himself what he should feel. But somewhere deep down in his heart which was still blurry in front of him, he knew that his actual feeling is the complete opposite of the feelings he tried to feel.
