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Chapter 84 - Kumar' s diary

Aaradhana searches something

Arjun - I think she started searching her diary

Aaradhana - Arjun, did you see my diary ?

Arjun (stammers )- No

Aaradhana - Dont tell me that you destroyed it already ?

Arjun - No , I didnt destroy it. I promised you that I'll not destroy it

Aaradhana - Then where is my diary. Its not in the place where I keep usually

Arjun ( in mind ) - Arjun, dont open your mouth. Or she'll learn that you read her diary.Then your surprise will fail.

Arjun - Search it properly,it will be in some other place

Aaradhana sees a diary in the table

Aaradhana - See I found it

Arjun - How is it here ? I kept in locker

Arjun stares at the diary

Aaradhana - Why are you staring ? You want to read it ?

Arjun - No , you read it.

Aaradhana opens diary and gets shocked

Aaradhana - Arjun,its not my diary

Arjun - Dont play any trick. I wont read your diary

Aaradhana - Arjun , I am not pranking ,its my appa diary

Arjun remembers Urmila giving Aaradhana ,Kumar's diary and apologising her for misunderstanding Sushma.

Arjun - Aaradhana, I promised you that I 'll be with you when you are ready to read the diary . Are you ready now ?

Aaradhana - I dont know whether, I have guts in reading it

Arjun holds her hand

Arjun - I am here with you, shall we read it together.

Aaradhana - Yes

They both sit in bed and starts reading diary

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Kumar's diary

Urmila , Aaradhana, Sanjay will you please forgive me. I betrayed you all. People say parents karma will affect their children. Likewise my karma affected my daughter " Aaradhana " . Aara , your appa loves you a lot dear. When Sanjay or Urmila beats you or scolds you know how guilty I'll feel. I will cry silently. The person I loved the most is your amma " Sushma ".

My father Surendhar and Urmila father Sakthi are childhood friends. Both of them believed in Astrology and were leading a supertitious life. Sakthi checked horoscope on Anand Birth. Anand Horoscope was very good and it also said he and his descendants will live happy life and will raise Sakthi pride. When kamatchi got pregnant second time some accidents were happening time to time. Like Sakthi's farm getting burnt, family going bankrupt and etc. Months passed and Kamatchi gave birth to two non identical twins. Before giving name to the babies sakthi checked horoscope of both the child.

The astrologer said everything is happening because of the second child. If she grows up she and her descendants will kill you and your family pride.Such an unlucky girl she is

Sakthi who beleived this ordered the nurse to kill the younger child.

The elder one is " Urmila "

Years passed sakthi raised Urmila telling that he would get her married to me ie..his friend Surendhar son. Urmila started loving me from childhood

Aaradhana, you can question me why didn't I accept Urmila love . The reason is Sushma. She and her parents were neighbour to me. She used to play with me and Poorva .

Initially Urmila accepted Sushma as her friend but when she came to know that Sushma and I love each other she started hating Sushma

Knowing Sushma and my love Sakthi got angry and threatened Sushma and her family. To save Sushma I married Urmila. After marriage Sakthi got a promise from me , " If I spend my life happily with Urmila forgetting Sushma he'll will not harm Sushma or her family "

I always thought Urmila as my friend. Knowing that her love is true ,I started accepted her.

Two days later Sakthi died due to heart stroke.

After Sanjay born , I visited madhurai temple. There I saw Sushma working as janitor . And her parents were sick

When I questioned she didn't answer me first. After a while she said , "Ask your father in law not to hurt my family. Because of him I lost my qualification certificates and I couldn't get job in native. So I am forced to do this job to buy bread for my family"

Without proper food and treatment Sushma parents died in few months. And to protect Sushma I married her.

Days passed and somehow Urmila and my mother got to know that Sushma is pregnant. Urmila cursed me every single mpment for betraying her. Seeing my fight with Urmila , my mother Jayanthi and Urmila mother Kamatchi started cursing Sushma. They believed because of her mine and Urmila relationship got ruined.

Because of this I told Urmila that I'll stay with Sushma seperately till her delivery.

Sushma delivery was happened in the place where Urmila was born. Sushma gave birth to a twins. Due to malnutrition Sushma and one child died

My amma and appa who came there cursed Aaradhana telling she born by killing her sibling and her mother

A nurse came there and said to Jayanthi, " Madam, please don't cry. If you want we can exchange child.This incident happened to sakthi family. He believed in astrology and ordered me to kill the second child of his wife. But I couldn't kill the baby so I transferred it to a mother whose child was born dead ."

I asked nurse , " Do you know who are the parents "

Nurse checked their office file and said , " Mr.Murugan and Valli "

She gave me the address. Seeing the address I and my amma Jayanthi got shocked. They are none other than Sushma parents.

Both me and my mother got angry. My mother told me, "When Urmila knows that Sushma is her own twin sister she'll accept Aaradhana completely and all the problem will be solved "

My father who was hearing this stopped us and scolded me , " I stopped believing astrology at all. But you know what, I always wished me and Sakthi will die in same day. But he died before me. Before dieing he said , "Astrologer said I will live for 100 years unless twin sister of Urmila is alive. But how did it happened? "

Now I got to know that this Sushma is Sakthi other child. Because of her my sakthi died. I will kill her child too. She is born to unlucky mother she must be lucky.

When I tried to stop him, he fallen from the windows accidentally and died. Seeing this my amma Jayanthi also believed that Aaradhana killed her husband too and started hating her

My amma said, " For a moment I thought that bad thing happened to Sushma, we could accept her child happily. But this child took my husband life. I am going to kill the child too.

She refused to give Aaradhana to me . I took Aaradhana from her finally and started leaving the hospital

My mother, " Where are you going ? You are going to tell these to Urmila and others. Do you think that she'll accept Aaradhana after all this. Never . "

I told her, " I beg you ,please promise me that you'll not tell Sushma past to anyone "

My mother threatened me

Then I told my mother, " If you reveal the past to Urmila I 'll kill myself. Urmila hated Sushma. If she learns about this she'll even hate Aaradhana. I want the past to remain past. "

Finally my mother agreed

I took Aaradhana and came to Urmila. Urmila hated Aaradhana because she is Sushma child. No one touched Aaradhana. I don't know what to do. Seeing me in pain my sister Poorva came to me and said. I'll raise Aaradhana until Urmila accepts her.

I asked her why she said, " Sushma is my friend . I don't have hatered with Sushma. They why will I hatered with Aaradhana "

I thought of revealing Sushma past to Poorva. But then I stopped thinking what if she hate Aaradhana too.

So I hided the past with me and gave Aaradhana to Poorva.

My mother also didn't reveal the past to anyone. I tried to convince my mother , we both were fighting continuously because of that.

One day when Jayanthi and me visited to Poorva house , we heared from Poorva how Aaradhana saved Arjun and how she saved Anand life.

Poorva and Anand convinced Jayanthi and Jayanti accepted Aaradhana

While returning home I asked amma that we'll reveal the past to everyone

My mother told ," No Kumar, Aaradhana got Poorva and Anand support. what if they failed to accept Aaradhana after knowing Sushma past . Promise me that you'll never let the past until your last breath"

Few days later my mother died too

Poorva and Anand considered Aaradhana as their own daughter. I was so happy to see Aaradhana was safe with them.

Aaradhana, Urmila , Sanjay please forgive me for hiding the past from you. You'll get this diary only after I die.

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Arjun sees Aaradhana crying and hugs her.

Aaradhana - It means paati is my own paati .

Arjun - Yes.

Aaradhana - Arjun, what if Poorva athai, patti and others didn't accept me on knowing this past. what if they seperate us..What if....?

Arjun wipes her tears

Arjun - shhhh. Nothing will happen like that. No one can seperate you from me.

Arjun kisses her forehead

Aaradhana - After a long time I got family love, I want it permanently. What if they read the diary and hate me . Arjun let's destroy the diary

Arjun - shhhh. Even the truth comes out, I can assure that Poorva amma and others will not hate you. In fact they'll love you more

Aaradhana - How can you be sure ?

Arjun - Aaru, do you know why Poorva amma treats you as her own daughter ? Do you know how they started calling you Rani ?

Aaradhana - How ?

Arjun smiles and tells her what Poorva told him about how she breast feeded Aaradhana, how Aaradhana saved him and Anand life

Aaradhana - Is it ? Did I really threw my legs over you in child.

Arjun threw his hand over her shoulder

Arjun - Yes

Aaradhana smiles

Aaradhana feels nauseous and vomits .

Arjun - Are you alright ?

Aaradhana - Arjun, I feel dizzy

Arjun- Come I'll take you to hospital.

Arjun carries her and rushes outside

Poorva sees this. She tries to Stop Arjun but she fails

Arjun rushes to hospital

Poorva follows him

Arjun carries Aaradhana to hospital

Doctor gives her glucose

Poorva listen their conversation silently

Arjun - Doctor how is my wife and my child

Poorva- What ? Aaradhana pregnant ? Why did Arjun hide it from me

Aaradhana wakes up

Aaradhana - Arjun, how is my baby. Fine right ?

Doctor - You and your baby are absolutely fine. Mr Arjun let's do a sonography test

Arjun - Sure Doctor

Doctor does sonography for Aaradhana

Doctor - You are blessed with twins Arjun. Congratulations.

Arjun hugs Aaradhana

Poorva who was seeing all these smiles

Doctor - Mr. Arjun I need to talk to you

Arjun - Aaru, wait I 'll come

Aaradhana sees Poorva hiding

Aaradhana - Athamma, how did she got here

Poorva who noticed this escapes

Aaradhana started following her

She missed Poorva and sees Arjun talking with Doctor seriously

she starts hearing their conversation silently

Doctor - Arjun, your wife body became weak due to nutrient deficiency. She must be very careful. There should not be any stress. Or else

Arjun- Or else what ?

Doctor - There might be a situation that During her delivery we can either save babies or mother.

Arjun ( tears ) - Doctor, I can't live Without three of them.

Doctor - Don't worry Arjun, I will give here some tablets. Make sure that she's away from stress

Arjun- Yes doctor

Aaradhana sees Arjun coming out and sits in waiting hall

Arjun sees Aaradhana and wipes tears. Aaradhana notice this

Arjun - Aaru, let's go

Aaradhana holds his hands

Aaradhana - Arju, what did doctor say ?

Arjun(stammers)- Nothing , he prescribed some tablets

Aaradhana (smiles) - Arjun, just now I saw a Doctor questioning a husband of woman who is about to get delivered that he can save either baby or mother. Husband got shattered

Arjun (in tears) - What did her husband say? Whom did he choose ?

Aaradhana - He said I want them both or else he'll die. But doctor forced him to tell

Arjun - what did he say ?

Aaradhana - Even I am waiting for his answer

Arjun understands that she heared their conversation

Aaradhana looks at him with tears