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Chapter 76 - Aaradhana diary

Poorva looks at the pencil without taking her eye

Arjun- Amma, what happened ? why are you starring at this pencil

Poorva - Arjun, I'll ask you one thing. Tell me yes or no

Arjun- Ok amma

Poorva- Did you break this pencil ?

Arjun - Yes amma.

Poorva- Can you remember your age when this incident happened?

Arjun - I was 7 amma.

Poorva - Are you sure ?

Arjun- This incident happened 2 days before Aaradhana birthday. First time she raised her voice against me for her friend who gifted him this pencil. Getting angry , I threw a cockroach toy on her ,while she was cutting her birthday cake telling her my gift

Poorva- Where is it ? Does she have it still.

Arjun- Yes amma.

Arjun shows it

Poorva - Arjun, when did you started giving gift to her

Arjun- Amma I started giving gift for her when I was 6. I gave her a leaf

Arjun shows that too

Poorva gets shocked

Arjun- Amma, what happened ?

Poorva- Arjun, what if I tell I knew the person who Aaradhana loved for more than 20+ years

Arjun- Amma how come you know that I don't know.

Poorva - Rani told to your appa, your appa told me

Arjun shattered

Arjun- Amma, We were fooled well.Now she even started stepping back from her promise

Poorva - What is her age when you got promise from Rani

Arjun- Amma . What are trying to prove ?

Poorva- Just tell me

Arjun- end of her 23

Poorva - when Rani told the person she liked to appa, she was just 7. The day when you broke her pencil

Arjun- what ?

Poorva - Past is repeating Arjun . The state you are now is same as when you both fought for the broken pencil. The state is jealous but The start Rani is now is different when you both fought for the broken pencil.

Arjun - I accept that I was jealous that time and even now , But how come Aaradhana state is different ?

Poorva - That time her ego stopped her from telling the name . This time the promise you got from her stopped her from telling the name . ie.she become incapable now

Arjun - Are you sure that you know the person ?

Rupali and Kamatchi were listening to the conversation from the window

Rupali - Paati , if Poorva athai tells Arjun about the person Aaradhana loved ,then our game is over.

Kamatchi - So you know the person ?

Rupali - The person is Arjun

Kamatchi - what?

Rupali - tell me what to do now

Kamatchi - Hypnotize Aaradhana and make her end the conversation

Rupali takes the chain for hypnotizing her. She starts to oscilating the chain telling "Jayanthi wake up , Wake up Jayanthi"

Aaradhana doesnt respond

Rupali - Paati,I couldnt control her mind. She's sleeping as if she ate sleeping pill

Kamatchi - What ?

Poorva sees Aaradhana blanket falling down and she shivers

She goes near and puts blanket over her. she then moves to the window and closes it

Rupali who was hiding with Kamatchi

Rupali - Paati our chapter is close.

Arjun - Amma,how can you react normal even after knowing the name of the person she loved for 20 + years

Poorva - What to do Arjun ? You got promise from her that you should not hear about that person's name from her mouth or anyone mouth directly and indirectly . I can feel how she got hurt when you refused to hear the person's name . Thank god ,she got promise from you not to destroy her diary

Poorva sees damaged diary and takes it

Poorva - Arjun, dont tell me that you damaged this diary

Arjun - Amma , I didnt do but Aaradhana did

He tells incident happened before she came

Arjun - Amma, tell me should I need to read the diary .

Poorva - Your wish Arjun. How much years are you in love with her ?

Arjun - I saw her as a friend till I met her in college. It was love at first sight for me in college.So 8 years

Poorva - Arjun , Aaradhana lied to us one thing .

Arjun - What ?

Poorva - Am I allowed to say how much years she loved that person ? Think of all your conditions with Aaradhana and say

Arjun - Yes amma.

Poorva - She is loving the person for 24 yrs

Arjun - What ?

Poorva - She gave many clues to you and me . I got it now. Even now if you couldnt get it Then you are not worth to be her husband,her friend and my son. Take a good care of my daughter

Poorva leaves giving him gum and her diary.

Arjun sits in the ground

Poorva words "she is loving him for 24 years" . "I raised Rani for a year", "she always protects you knowingly or unknowingly ","she protected you even in child from a scorpion " echoes in his mind

Arjun - I dont know about Aaradhana , but amma's words are pointing at me only

He sits near Aaradhana

Arjun - Aaru , The person whom you loved for all these years . is it me ?

- If what Poorva amma said true I gave the pencil to you on your 4th birthday . But why dont I remember of giving a pencil as a birthday gift to you ?

Arjun thinks

Arjun - I am sure that incident will be written in your diary. First I'll fix the pages and start reading the diary

As Aaradhana numbered the pages it was easy for him to fix the diary.

After cleaning the room and ensuring the diary is fixed he sits in the table , switching the table lamp he starts reading the diary.

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"Both my mother and brother hate me.Perhaps they don't consider me as a part of their family because I am the daughter of my father's second wife.My life is more worser than a prisoner.Not once my stepmom or stepbrother called me "aara". They treat me like a prisoner in home but in outside home they treat me like Princess . I don't want them to treat me like a princess .My wish is only that they consider me as a part of their family"

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Arjun looks at Aaradhana

Arjun - I thought you are the most luckiest among the four of us because you have your chinamma,mama,sanjay,amma,appa,Anitha . And I got jealous of you. But why didnt I see this side of yours

Arjun continues reading

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~Continuation of Aaradhana diary ~

I love my Poorva athai and Anand mama a lot because they treat like their own daughter. I have two cousins . The elder and Arrogant Arjun and younger and lovely Anitha. Arjun and I studied in same school till we were 9 ie till V th standard . He always treat me like his slave. He orders me to do his home work,carrying his bag telling he is 3 months elder than me. But one thing l like about him is he never let others to bully me .

During my III standard ,once Arjun got fever and didnt attend school for 3 days. At the first day while entering the school , I thought I could enjoy 3 days peacefully. It happened the same . But second day boys in school started oredering me to carry their backs , completing their home work . When I refused to do they poured water on me , I came back home drenched . It happened the third day too. At the fourth day Arjun came back school and ordered me to carry his bag . I did the same. Following that other boys ordered me too , when I was about to carry their bag Arjun stopped me telling "She is mine . No one can order her except me". He threw other boys bag down and held my hands and entered the class.

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Arjun ( laughs ) - I still could remember the " about to cry baby " face of yours when others told you to carry their bags too. Wait,This incident happened when I was 7 and a week before Aaradhana 7 th birthday,so she must have wrote the pencil fight incident after this

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~Continuation of Aaradhana diary ~

Dear diary tell me one thing would some one gift a toy cockroach for their birthday . No right ? But it happened it with me . Poorva athai took me to her home to celebrate my 7 th bday. I was so happy while cutting cake . But my happiness didnt last a long while . After cake cutting Poorva athai gave me bangle ,anand mama gave me a watch and Anitha gave me her favourite barbie doll as a present . When Poorva athai asked Arjun to give his gift , he smiled and asked to close my eyes and open my hands . I also did same . He threwed a cockroach on me and run away

I know why he did . He did it because we had a fight 2 days before. It is the first time I disobeyed his orders . How will I not get angry when he broke my pencil ? In addition he shouted at me "who gave you this pencil ?". It pissed me a lot because how can he forget the gift he gave me on my birthday, when I can remember each and every gift I gave him on his birthday . After this incident I shifted class and I didnt speak to him 1 &1/2 years .

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Arjun - Its me who gave her the gift , But why dont I remember of giving such gift . Did I miss out something ?

He reads the previous pages and finds nothing about 4th birthday gift

Arjun - Why did she write about the main thing ?

He goes to Aaradhana and tries to wake her up due to sleeping pill she didnt wake up.

Arjun - I am a fool. Why didnt I read this diary previously ? If read previously I would I have got answer to my questions . Lets continue

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~Continuation of Aaradhana diary ~

During that 1 -1/2 years I avoided Arjun and even he avoided me . I went school with Anitha and returned with Anitha. Arjun will not bully me before Anitha , because Anitha will complain to Poorva athai and Poorva athai will scold Arjun. As Poorva athai was helping with anand mama business she didnt notice the drift between me and Arjun. My 9 th birthday happened in my home. Poorva athai & family planned a suprise visit to my home.She noted the drift between us this time . So she tricked us and locked me and my Arjun in my room. Arjun was busy in playing with his remote car. I was upset being tricked.That remote car hit my amma's memory box..

( she writes the how Arjun tried to snatch the box,how he questioned her about things in box mentioned in chapter "Am I no one to him" ).

I didnt expect that Arjun will console me . That was the first time I saw Arjun care towards me . Before that he only bullys me and protects me from others bullying. Though I like Arjun after this incident I started liking him a lot . Knowing we both cleared the misunderstanding between us Poorva athai shifted Arjun to my class and he started ordering me again. But this time I didnt hate him, I obeyed him because I understood "I have some one who cares for me and protects me when I am in need"

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Arjun looks Aaradhana with teary eyes and holds her hand

Arjun kisses her forehead

Arjun - I just read few pages of your diary , I got to know how much you love me from the start. Sorry for doubting you Aaru. Get well soon

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