Aaradhana
when I see mehendi in my hand the words of chinamma (They both love each other don't be a third wheel), Rupali (I and Arjun love eachother),Poorva athai('R' ,Arjun likes the person whose name starts with 'R') started flashing in my mind
I thought to wash my hands as I couldn't tolerate the words .
When I was about to wash my hand Arjun holded it cursing,"Why are you washing your hand now itself you idiot?.You don't like the design or you couldn't get apply your loved one name"
The words still repeated in my mind.I couldn't control my temper. I scolded him, "I'll wash my hand now or later I'll even burn it.Its my hand and I am the owner. You don't have any right in stopping me"
Then he got angry and pinned me to wall scolding"You dare to shout at your master. Dont forget that I am your master and you are just my slave.If I say sit you have to sit,if I say not to remove your mehendi.you should'nt remove it.Got it?"
I got more pissed off and said,"I am not your slave anymore.If you want to post my video in group then post it.If you want to tell about my part time then tell.I don't care.But you cannot Stop me from removing this mehendi."
Telling this I went to wash my mehendi again
He again pulled me and pinned me to wall again and in loud voice"I said 'Don't remove'.If you try to remove even a single portion of it,the consequence will be worst"
Ignoring his words I washed three forth of mehendi in my left hand . He then pulled me and scolded "How dare you ignore my words.Face the consequence now "
He started pressing my shoulder hard and kissed me forcefully .I started beating his chest hard to leave.But each time I tried to leave he made his kiss deeper.
Releasing me he said in cold voice,"This is to warn you that every part of your body belongs only to me.Even you don't have any right to do any harm"
I couldn't control my temper I saw the heated straightener and said him " If I burnt my lips.How will you kiss me then? "
When I was about to burn my lips he gave me a tight slap and I fell on the ground
He said ,"Who gave you the right to burn your lips .I said all parts of your body belongs to me.All parts of your body means all .It includes your lips also.And one more ,Do you thing I can't kiss you if you burn your lips. Sorry Aaradhana I didn't want to go to this extent but you are making me to do this" saying this he removed his jacket
He then started to tear my blouse forcefully and kissed my shoulder telling ,"See I can kiss you here" and removed my ear ring and kissed my ear telling,"See I can kiss here too".
All these while my temper was high .He said "Still you can't realise it right?"
He then removed my saree pallo(front part of saree) and kissed my neck telling "I can kiss here.Do you want to know about more place where I can kiss.?I dont mind in showing you"
I tried to control my anger and tears started to fall from my eyes
He then tried to remove hooks of my blouse.
I with tears said "Will you stop it.. you beast?. Dont make me to hate you"
He then came near me and kissed my lips aggressively and made a video out of it.
I couldn't control my temper ,I slapped him hardly
He then kissed me more aggressively. I was about to slap him again ,he held my hands telling "I'll kiss you even harder if you slap me again.If you want me to kiss you then slap me"
I still couldn't control my anger ,I saw a belt near by I said "Yes I can't slap you but I can beat myself right".I started beating myself with the belt .When I was about to beat myself for third time he shouted "Aaradhana" and slapped me even harder and I fell on ground being unconscious
Arjun
I couldn't see her behaving like this.She was all good yesterday and even today in mehandi she was fine . What happened to her in an hour? Why does she want to wash her hands badly.
She was lying in the bed.I went near the door and locked it .As people where busy in preparation with Sangeet(cultural program for dedicated to bride and groom) no one will notice that I and her missing.
I slapped myself ,"Why did you do that to her you beast?.You are saying that you love her.See her .See what have you done to the person you loved"
I went near her and saw the nail marks in her shoulder and the marks of belt in her hands and at back neck .
I kissed her hand and blowed on her wounds
I asked, "What happened to you suddenly? Why did you start behaving like a mad person? Why did you wake up the beast inside me ? "
I kissed her forehead telling Sorry Aaru .I didn't want to hurt you like this .I'll tell you something.I love a person a lot .I want to make her mine with her own will.You know what I confessed about my love to amma.she was very happy. So during at mehendi she told you to write the letter 'R'.I told her that she also love me but for some reasons she is not admitting it.I don't know how will I face you after this incident.I know you'll hate me.But will you help me in getting us together"
I then removed her clothes and started to apply ointments on her.I then said "you want to know about the person .She is so close to you.Even she stays with you every day.She's none other than..."She in her asleep state pleaded "Arjun ..please Arjun Stop tearing my clothes Arjun .Arjun sorry I ''ll not remove my mehendi and not harm myself.Please stop doing this.You are hurting me .Please leave me alone.Please.."
I then made her wear loose clothes and left the room in guilt
In Arjun room
Arjun
The words of her pleading started echoed in my mind
I took a stick and started beating my right hand that made Aara in that state.I then went near Boogy I hugged it tightly and cried "Sorry Aaru.I didn't want to behave like that .Please tell me that you'll not hate me.I can't live without seeing your face and hearing your face. Dont hate me please.Don't look me like seeing a beast.You know why I didn't let you to wash your mehendi.because I confessed my love via mehendi It's true that I didnt write 'A' or 'Arjun' but I wrote "Will Rani be my better half?" in mehendi.And you washed that part in your hand.I don't know will it be there in your hand or not tomorrow.I know that you'll realise why did I do that after you see that . "
I prayed God ,"God please let her see those words once"
Aaradhana
I started gaining conscious when he came near me and started telling sorry .I remained silent to listen his words. I didn't know how he became a beast . He haressed me telling "All parts of my body belongs to him".But he even want me to help him ,in bringing Rupali and him together.I know he'll definitely take Rupali name.As I couldn't tolerate any more I started pleaded him as if in sleep( leave me , don't tear my clothes) though I know he was applying ointment on my wounds.
I cursed myself,for loving him all these years .
I saw my hands. it had some belt marks. I saw "Will R....I be my better half?"
Tears started falling from my eyes. I cursed him, "Arjun ,I loved you a lot.You didn't allow me to wash my hands because you wanted me to see this. You wanted to ask me "Will Rupali be my better half?". I hate myself for loving you Arjun.
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