Hello, I am Rowan Jupiter Atkins, and before I get into who I am, let me give you readers some advice. Here goes nothing; always be true to yourself, because when you don't you'll end up in my situation.

Okay, where was I , oh yeah, the hardest thing I had to do in my life was come out to my family, especially, my overly Catholic Haitian Mother. In her eyes anyone who wasn't heterosexual, or keep their queerness to themselves were sinners, in the eyes of God. So you can see why, I a 29 year old woman who is an international spy for a secret U.S. organization, would be afraid of her mother. I literally, became a spy to avoid her, in order to not having to come out to her and tell her, "hey mom, guess what, I am Pansexual."

I can go undercover in different countries in different disguises and assassinate bad guys, but I can't come out to my mom, yeah, yeah, I know I am a damn coward; but you weren't raised by my mom, so you do not know how it is to be a daughter of a overly religious Haitian woman. It's better to keep my sexuality secret.

But, now I can't, I just proposed to my partner Sterra Devlin, and I couldn't lie to her anymore, I told her that I was an orphan, I had to tell her the truth, she was mad at me, but she is also making me tell my family. She doesn't want to live a life of lie as much as we are already living. "We already have to lie to our families about our employment, we shouldnt have to also lie about who we are and who we love as well," her words not mine. I was fine hiding everything from my mother.

But, that cannot be helped anymore, its either I tell my mom and the rest of my family my truth and deal with the consequences, or lose the love of my life. I really do not want to lose her, we've known each other too long and been through too much together to lose it in the end, because I cannot be truthful about who I am to my mom and my family.

So "luckily" I have a mission in San Diego, I have to get Intel on a start up company, that is said to be a front for a Russian spy front. I have to figure out what they want and why have they infiltrated U.S. soil illegally, and what intel they have gained so far. Good thing I am a master of disguise, they'll never know I was there an in and out situation.

Then, its unto my hardest mission.