"Why do you always push me?" He asked frowning.
Listening to him I got out of his grip and slowly walking I sat on the Handrest of Sofa. Looking down at my feet just reckoning on his question.
He's right why do I always push him. Maybe because I know I'm not fenfang, or because I still haven't loosed hope to get out of here. Maybe I'm just like this.
After wondering for several minutes I stood up. He was still staring me expressionless. I inhaling few breaths went and stopped in front of him. Lifting my head I started staring at his eyes that were waiting for an answer.
Raising my hand slowly and hastily I again took another breath and sliding my hand to his face, cupping his face in my palm. I leaned closer and kissed him. I'm not a good kisser so don't expect anything grand~~
His eyes widened as our lips touched. But it was only for a sec, then he grabbing my neck pulled me closer and again started kissing me hard, not oetting go for god knows how long. Finally when he let me go I stepped an inch back and stood in front of him.
He still frowned "I didn't meant that you have to kiss me, I meant to ask the reason you push me away everytime."
I nodding took his hand and placed it on my chest. "Do feel it?" I asked.
He feeling the sensation beneath his hand noticed my heart beating fast and loud. And a smile came upon his face. But mine was still straight.
Removing his hand I placed it on his chest, "What do you feel now?" I asked him while he was trying to sense something but then lifted his head and shook it.
"Nothing" his eyes narrowed.
"This is the reason." I stated letting his hand go. He still confused tilted his head "What do you mean?"
"To put it bluntly, LiQiangdo you really love me?....whenever I'm with you I can see taht you put efforts, you care, but....I don't see love in your eyes." I said with an straight face which seemed to have caused a great shock for him. He getting worked up garbbed my hands. "What do you mean?" He scowled.
I sighing removed his hands, "Ask your self do you really love me....don't lie to youreslf" I stared firmly. He wodering for a sec lowered his head and shook his head.
"I don't know" he said looking down.
"See, I told you. So next time will you come to me when you truly feel the same way I do?" I said llancing my hand on his shoulder.
He still hanging his head down nodded lightly. At that moment the powerful CEO seemed so powerless. But inside my heart I was still not sure what I was feeling was happiness or sorrow.I was happy that he didn't loved Fenfang but at the same time, I was sad cause I cannot come in front of him as myself, as Crystal.
After that awkward session while he was still wondering I went to check the bedroom. As soon as I opened the door, my eyes widened, I sighed and turning back stormed to LiQiang. "Why.Is.My.Room.Pink?" I questioned him controling my anger, putting the best smile I could put on my face.
Not anything personal, I do like that color but a whole room in pink. No shit dude.
I eyed him furiously. He straightened up confused "Isn't your favorite color pink?" He brushed his hair.
I rubbed my temples "No sir, my fav is not PINK."
"Really?" He still suspected.
I slapped my thighs in fustration "You know what, you can sleep in that room, I'm going to another." I yelled in fustration.And smiled and went away. To another room which was more decent and locked the door....not properly so he can enter.
The furniture was already placed and so were other necessities, wonder how he does that. I was still waiting for him to come like he always does but when he didn't, I sat up and was looking at the door deciding whether to go out or not.
reckoning on my own thoughts for a while I finally made my mind. When I shifted the bedsheet on side and was just about to get up, the door opened and LiQiang came. Looking at me like this his lips turned into a curve.
"Were you coming out to find me?" he asked pursing his lips.
I scoffed eyeing him "Dream On.....I was just taking the blacket to cover my self." I stated confidently. Turning around and lying on bed I closed my eyes, he too after wearing his clothes came and slept on opposite side.
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The next morning I set out early to school, cause it looked like Meifan didn't see me last time so i wanted to let her know, that I'm back to school.